playing with my niece for the whole day. she is such a spoiled brat. guess being a spoil brat = cute?? that's my mom thought but i remember when i was that little, she discipline me a lot by setting tons of rules. yet, she is pretty OK with my niece doing all those stuff which kinda violate the rules she set for me when i was a small little cute dude who like to play with his penis. still can't figure out the reason for it. or maybe i forget bout it?? hmmm...
oh well. back to my niece. i was so curious bout the reason she didn't scold my naughty little niece, i asked her directly.
me : mom. don't u think that naughty little girl need to be discipline??
mom : why??
me: she is doing a lot of stuff that u forbid me to do when i was a kid.
mom : she's a girl. she suppose to be spoiled. + you can't find a granny who wont spoil their grandkids, yes???
me: hmmmm...but...hmmmmm...what if she turn out like lindsay lohan??
mom : son. u think too much.
am i?? that might happen. eventhough it is a bit far to the future??
yet, my niece is kinda cute. she got scared by a lot of stuff i did. for example, today, i kinda sneeze pretty loud ( as usual. XD ) and she got scared. ran to my mom n hug her really tight. then she starts will her complains with baby language. she even show me a slighly complicated look cause it kinda mix with anger + fear + sadness. XD
frankly, i felt kinda fun to be able to see her in that state. of course my mom scold me after that. again, who cares. its fun!!! i think i'll do it again?? XD
* sorry, no pictures. ain't rich enough to get a camera.
oh yeah. went through bbc news n found this article which make me curse n yell WHAT THE FUCK!!!
here is the link
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-norfolk-10820107
the summary, a seven-year-old's paintings fetch £150,000 in Norfolk.
i remember i'm quite a good drawer back then. wonder did my mom save some of my drawings. might be able to sell one or two via ebay?? XD
or i should start to train my niece to do the work??hmmmm....
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Incense smoke. ALL AROUND.
its a gloomy gloomy Friday. thanks to the incense burned in the temple + the street nearby, i felt so sleepy + powerless. usually, the temple won't burn that much incense like today but for some reason they burning a lot today. seriously a lot!!! so, i asked my mom and my mom told me its a goddess, "Guan Yin" birthday.
i kinda scold myself in my mind cause i'm a freaking Chinese, a pure 1 too, how can i not know bout it?? its not that i forget, i just never know when is it. XD
after tons of humiliations i gave to myself, i started to ask why burn so many?? then i ask my mom. again. she sigh n i think she kinda pity me bout not knowing anything bout it. well, she is the one i should blame cause she never really taught me all of these. mayb she did but we didn't practise it in the family. the blame is still hers. XD
so back to the reason why chinese ppl like to burn incense. according to my mom, incense when burned act as a magical tool that connect us, the living human to connect with the gods or the good spirit. bet a lot of ppl out there didn't know bout this!!! will ask my friends when the class starts. just to show off my knowledge towards spiritual stuff.
while my heart happily imagining the amazed face which my friends will make, i kinda thought bout how incense smoke affect our health. my body did weakened by it. i google it up and got the answers from this site. http://www.drweil.com/drw/u/QAA400468/Is-Incense-a-Cancer-Threat.html
yeap. i'm right. incense smoke does cause bad health. you gotta read the details from that site urself. aint that hardworking to type everything here. XD
but then again gotta give them my thanks cause these smoke do keep bad spirit away. so, i guess its a good thing?? how true is it?? dont ask me. i dunno. just believe in what old ppl said. + once a while thingy. still bear-able. XD
i kinda scold myself in my mind cause i'm a freaking Chinese, a pure 1 too, how can i not know bout it?? its not that i forget, i just never know when is it. XD
after tons of humiliations i gave to myself, i started to ask why burn so many?? then i ask my mom. again. she sigh n i think she kinda pity me bout not knowing anything bout it. well, she is the one i should blame cause she never really taught me all of these. mayb she did but we didn't practise it in the family. the blame is still hers. XD
so back to the reason why chinese ppl like to burn incense. according to my mom, incense when burned act as a magical tool that connect us, the living human to connect with the gods or the good spirit. bet a lot of ppl out there didn't know bout this!!! will ask my friends when the class starts. just to show off my knowledge towards spiritual stuff.
while my heart happily imagining the amazed face which my friends will make, i kinda thought bout how incense smoke affect our health. my body did weakened by it. i google it up and got the answers from this site. http://www.drweil.com/drw/u/QAA400468/Is-Incense-a-Cancer-Threat.html
yeap. i'm right. incense smoke does cause bad health. you gotta read the details from that site urself. aint that hardworking to type everything here. XD
but then again gotta give them my thanks cause these smoke do keep bad spirit away. so, i guess its a good thing?? how true is it?? dont ask me. i dunno. just believe in what old ppl said. + once a while thingy. still bear-able. XD
Thursday, July 29, 2010
sleep
we settle death everyday,
every night,
don’t we hand over our bodies over to sleep???
we fall asleep each night.
when we do,
our consciousness subsides,
and at that point there’s no ego, nothing.
no happiness, no anxiety, no fear, no light, no darkness,
…only…
oblivion.
we continue dreaming,
until our consciousness awakens.
we experience death every single night,
death is like sleep.
i know, it sound quite gloomy. yet, it is an understanding i gained bout sleeping after reading a manga. u can tell me ur defination bout sleeping if u dun agree with mine. kinda wanted to know more bout it so tat i can unwrap the lies within the truth bout sleeping. XP
oh yeah. something extra related to sleep.
to feel fresh after you woke up, expose yourself to the sunlight and eat up more protein based food. so, noodles, nasi lemak + most of the carbohydrate foods are a no no.
u can leave comments to ask me bout the reasons. XD
every night,
don’t we hand over our bodies over to sleep???
we fall asleep each night.
when we do,
our consciousness subsides,
and at that point there’s no ego, nothing.
no happiness, no anxiety, no fear, no light, no darkness,
…only…
oblivion.
we continue dreaming,
until our consciousness awakens.
we experience death every single night,
death is like sleep.
i know, it sound quite gloomy. yet, it is an understanding i gained bout sleeping after reading a manga. u can tell me ur defination bout sleeping if u dun agree with mine. kinda wanted to know more bout it so tat i can unwrap the lies within the truth bout sleeping. XP
oh yeah. something extra related to sleep.
to feel fresh after you woke up, expose yourself to the sunlight and eat up more protein based food. so, noodles, nasi lemak + most of the carbohydrate foods are a no no.
u can leave comments to ask me bout the reasons. XD
why politics??
read some news bout politics in malaysia + other country today cause i was kinda free + astro ain't much stuff for me to watch. for me personally, i think politics kinda a rubbish that we human created. have no idea why it exist. if its sole purpose is to make a country a better place to live, i dare said politics never seem to achieved that.
pollution becoming such a big issue lately. yet, i didn't see any politicians try to do anything bout it. ok. mayb they did. but they did it when the issue suddenly boost up in a certain location to a certain critical point.
to be honest, politicians works r pretty easy.
- find a group of awesome architects to draw out an awesome plan for the whole country. within the plan, public transports are the main focus as they will connect every single places. when public transports are easy to reach, self transportation can be limited = less energy will be used?
- find a group of genius, start a research bout alternative energy to fuel everything. actually, this field is kinda well explored? cause from those educational channels, i was inform that there are stuffs like hydrogen fuel, bio-etanol fuel and air fuel. yet, i wonder why all these fuel didn't replace fossil fuel. most likely petrol are one of the main thing that boost up tons of cash for a petrol-rich-country like ours?? sigh. money seriously making everything bad looks good.
- find a group of environmentalist and organize the country's natural resources. i dun think politicians know much bout these. so, why are we letting them do a work that only a specialist can do??
was wondering, if there are a guy out there who manage to find those specialist i mentioned and join them together, i will seriously give him my vote no matter where he is. come on. this is the right thing to do!! trying to stop bribery?? trying to make a fair environment?? trying to improve the country's economics??? these are just a sub process.
for now, a less polluted place = better place to live. other issue can be done in the same time or later.
i remember Al Gore is one of the politician and the only politician i know who are trying to do all these. yet, he lost the election to that stupid bush?
wonder why??
pollution becoming such a big issue lately. yet, i didn't see any politicians try to do anything bout it. ok. mayb they did. but they did it when the issue suddenly boost up in a certain location to a certain critical point.
to be honest, politicians works r pretty easy.
- find a group of awesome architects to draw out an awesome plan for the whole country. within the plan, public transports are the main focus as they will connect every single places. when public transports are easy to reach, self transportation can be limited = less energy will be used?
- find a group of genius, start a research bout alternative energy to fuel everything. actually, this field is kinda well explored? cause from those educational channels, i was inform that there are stuffs like hydrogen fuel, bio-etanol fuel and air fuel. yet, i wonder why all these fuel didn't replace fossil fuel. most likely petrol are one of the main thing that boost up tons of cash for a petrol-rich-country like ours?? sigh. money seriously making everything bad looks good.
- find a group of environmentalist and organize the country's natural resources. i dun think politicians know much bout these. so, why are we letting them do a work that only a specialist can do??
was wondering, if there are a guy out there who manage to find those specialist i mentioned and join them together, i will seriously give him my vote no matter where he is. come on. this is the right thing to do!! trying to stop bribery?? trying to make a fair environment?? trying to improve the country's economics??? these are just a sub process.
for now, a less polluted place = better place to live. other issue can be done in the same time or later.
i remember Al Gore is one of the politician and the only politician i know who are trying to do all these. yet, he lost the election to that stupid bush?
wonder why??
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
blames
home whole day doing nothing but lying on my bed n stare at the ceiling.
who should i give the blame?
- my cousin
since she didnt ask me out. XD
- my brother
since he didnt bought a new modem eventhough he knew the current modem was
toasted?
by lightning? not so sure wats the reason the modem broke down as i aint home for
like 3 months dy?
- my mom
cause she didnt bought me a mountain bike. XD
i can do tons of stuff if i do own a mountain bike without the need to even
imagine it. argh!!!
i wan a mountain bike!!! i wan a mountain bike!!! i wanna i wanna!!! XD
but thanks to my neighbors i can at least on9 at night for couple of hour to check my mail n google stuff to read.
oh yeah. i should blame them too. if they open their modem 24/7, i won't be super duperly bored during the day time. wonder why they off their modem during the day time. hmmmm...
oh yeah. onemanga.com going to close soon. was sad n feel slighly a bit lost in my life. they r such a good free manga provider on the net. + thanks to them i manage to finish up lots of manga which is awesomely nice ( most of them ) n these manga kinda teach me to think a lot too. akumetsu is one of those manga n the manga tat i'll highly recommend to ppl to read.
sigh. gotta google some other manga provider now. wonder which manga provider still bold enough to do the scanlation after the manga publisher said no to it? hmmm...
i should study though since there'll be two midterm exams that i need to take after this week. yet, too lazy to actually take the notes out n read it. maybe 2ml will be the day i start studying?? i wonder. hmmmm....
who should i give the blame?
- my cousin
since she didnt ask me out. XD
- my brother
since he didnt bought a new modem eventhough he knew the current modem was
toasted?
by lightning? not so sure wats the reason the modem broke down as i aint home for
like 3 months dy?
- my mom
cause she didnt bought me a mountain bike. XD
i can do tons of stuff if i do own a mountain bike without the need to even
imagine it. argh!!!
i wan a mountain bike!!! i wan a mountain bike!!! i wanna i wanna!!! XD
but thanks to my neighbors i can at least on9 at night for couple of hour to check my mail n google stuff to read.
oh yeah. i should blame them too. if they open their modem 24/7, i won't be super duperly bored during the day time. wonder why they off their modem during the day time. hmmmm...
oh yeah. onemanga.com going to close soon. was sad n feel slighly a bit lost in my life. they r such a good free manga provider on the net. + thanks to them i manage to finish up lots of manga which is awesomely nice ( most of them ) n these manga kinda teach me to think a lot too. akumetsu is one of those manga n the manga tat i'll highly recommend to ppl to read.
sigh. gotta google some other manga provider now. wonder which manga provider still bold enough to do the scanlation after the manga publisher said no to it? hmmm...
i should study though since there'll be two midterm exams that i need to take after this week. yet, too lazy to actually take the notes out n read it. maybe 2ml will be the day i start studying?? i wonder. hmmmm....
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Shogun Sucks!!!
some quick update bout today.
went out with my cousin to Sunway Pyramid. walk around like bored old dead zombies since we had no idea what should we do at that time. around 5 p.m., pass by Shogun n both of us thought that we are pretty hungry and a Japanese buffet sound nice, so having a dinner there would be a great idea.
the reality never fails to prove imaginary = wrong. not that the food there r super duper bad. just not good enough. sorry bout not providing any pictures to show the food but trust me they ain't as nice as what people in the net said.
yet, its my cousin's treat. so, her lost n my gain ( food experience. XD )
after dinner, my cousin selected a random saloon for me to have my hair cut. frankly, i wanna left a silky long hair. just to try it out. but due to my cousin + my mom long lectures, i decided to cut it just to ease their eyes + my ears. XD
went back home after that n here i am typing this boring blog post of mine. XD
went out with my cousin to Sunway Pyramid. walk around like bored old dead zombies since we had no idea what should we do at that time. around 5 p.m., pass by Shogun n both of us thought that we are pretty hungry and a Japanese buffet sound nice, so having a dinner there would be a great idea.
the reality never fails to prove imaginary = wrong. not that the food there r super duper bad. just not good enough. sorry bout not providing any pictures to show the food but trust me they ain't as nice as what people in the net said.
yet, its my cousin's treat. so, her lost n my gain ( food experience. XD )
after dinner, my cousin selected a random saloon for me to have my hair cut. frankly, i wanna left a silky long hair. just to try it out. but due to my cousin + my mom long lectures, i decided to cut it just to ease their eyes + my ears. XD
went back home after that n here i am typing this boring blog post of mine. XD
hola
hahaha. kinda feel like starting a blog cause i receive this email from some random guy ( i hope i'm right bout the gender ).
i do blog when i was in highschool with friendster (guess no one knows bout friendster anymore. XD). yet, due to my lazyness + friendster's blog services kinda sucks that time, i just stop blogging. it isn't that hard since writting was never my hobby.
if u r some random guy/girl who happen to past by, let me summarize myself to you.
i'm ian, a pure K.L. guy who enjoy being single but i'm bisexual. XD
hopefully, i'll update my blog often? XD
i do blog when i was in highschool with friendster (guess no one knows bout friendster anymore. XD). yet, due to my lazyness + friendster's blog services kinda sucks that time, i just stop blogging. it isn't that hard since writting was never my hobby.
if u r some random guy/girl who happen to past by, let me summarize myself to you.
i'm ian, a pure K.L. guy who enjoy being single but i'm bisexual. XD
hopefully, i'll update my blog often? XD
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