it wasn't a fancy day.
pretty broke lately and fancy things require some extra cash.
+ i did house chores!! on my birthday! sigh.
it wasn't a family - ish kinda day.
My mom went Australia with my aunts, my eldest brother went to Japan and my another brother has his own small little family to take care.
but
it was a fun day.
high school buddies(Binn, Fong and Teh) brought me out for some Korean Late Night meal with rice + berries wine which alcohol level is around 70%! highest alcohol consumption in my life!
it was a surprising day.
Got a birthday cake from Jo and a butch of my Climbing friends sang birthday song for me. i was shy. not sure whether i blush but i end up with a kiss mark on my cheek(thanks to Gerry), a hair full of chalk(thanks to Don), mouth full with chocolates, and hand full with belaying work(thanks to Taya and Jo)!
it was a touchy day
my old pal Yernar called my up and chat with me for awhile at night and my goodie goodie pal, Ding wishes me by referring me as a female dog early in the morning.
the fact that they are currently oversea and still remembering me kinda touched my hardcore bloody yet innocent heart. a little.
it was an adventurous day?
didn't stay in the climbing gym till 10p.m.
was invited by Dastan to join his friend for futsal! Football is pretty much a stranger to me. kinda just run around the field chasing the ball during my time in highschool whenever i join some football game during the period for exercise.
went to try it. it wasn't as bad as i imagine it would be. it unexpectedly FUN!
there ain't as much cakes to eat compared to the previous years but it really was a day which i am showered with emotion. not the sad kinda emotion but the happy ones. : )
guess the world didn't end cause i am blessed with these small yet heart warming events??
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
life?
The Beginning of life
It is just scientific reaction.
Soul doesn't exist.
Spirit is just a sparkle of nerve cells.
We live not for approval
To be righteous or to be evil
We live not for happiness
To be loved or to be hated
The world is cruel
This is why we hope
The world is godless
This why we live
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Most Happening Day!!
most happening day ever!!
1. won some prize via run
went to a FREE run organized by Adidas. was late as Ramon and I were lost but still manage lucky enough to place myself to get a prize. a women running shorts was given and i quickly find a lady with a prize on her hand to switch with me.
2. lau's epic misjudgment
a dude pretend to be a golden statue fooled Lau!
+ its pretty obvious that dude isn't a statue as some of his skin was exposed?
3. saw tons of bears with tattoo?
apparently Pavilion is running some world unity kinda function and there's tons of Bear statues with painting which is related to the country each bear statue represent.
4. awesome cheap food near bukit bintang
just behind Fahrenheit 88, there's this coffee shop with awesome Wan Tan Mee + pork noodle!
they are pretty cheap too. RM 5 per bowl. XD
5. meet Dr. Mahathir and his wife.
kinda blocked their way as i was walking to The Loft and didn't know till Guthrie, Lau and Bryan called me. was tempted to tell them i'm a MMU student!! XD
6. found out that chili and apple mix together super well
went to this restaurant near jalan alor - the REX and had ribs + burger for dinner. the food is nice but the sauces are awesome. especially, APPLE and CHILLI sauce. XD
7. and i didn't do anything for FYP.
there ain't much time left and i still got tons of things to do. wonder how am i going to fin up my FYP. hmmmmm...time will tell i guess.
1. won some prize via run
went to a FREE run organized by Adidas. was late as Ramon and I were lost but still manage lucky enough to place myself to get a prize. a women running shorts was given and i quickly find a lady with a prize on her hand to switch with me.
2. lau's epic misjudgment
a dude pretend to be a golden statue fooled Lau!
+ its pretty obvious that dude isn't a statue as some of his skin was exposed?
3. saw tons of bears with tattoo?
apparently Pavilion is running some world unity kinda function and there's tons of Bear statues with painting which is related to the country each bear statue represent.
4. awesome cheap food near bukit bintang
just behind Fahrenheit 88, there's this coffee shop with awesome Wan Tan Mee + pork noodle!
they are pretty cheap too. RM 5 per bowl. XD
5. meet Dr. Mahathir and his wife.
kinda blocked their way as i was walking to The Loft and didn't know till Guthrie, Lau and Bryan called me. was tempted to tell them i'm a MMU student!! XD
6. found out that chili and apple mix together super well
went to this restaurant near jalan alor - the REX and had ribs + burger for dinner. the food is nice but the sauces are awesome. especially, APPLE and CHILLI sauce. XD
7. and i didn't do anything for FYP.
there ain't much time left and i still got tons of things to do. wonder how am i going to fin up my FYP. hmmmmm...time will tell i guess.
Monday, November 28, 2011
socialize
fuck socializing.
helps never come when you are in deep shit and you'll end up wiping or cleaning your own shit the hard way.
socializing is just an act for everyone to play around.
and i'm selfishly asking for something in return for giving out my time for it?
life is so much easier when i'm a kid as i'm always alone and wouldn't need to give shit bout the world.
helps never come when you are in deep shit and you'll end up wiping or cleaning your own shit the hard way.
socializing is just an act for everyone to play around.
and i'm selfishly asking for something in return for giving out my time for it?
life is so much easier when i'm a kid as i'm always alone and wouldn't need to give shit bout the world.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
chilling
hahaha. i think i did chill too much for the previous 2 months and blogging is somehow ain't that chill to do? since i didn't post anything at all for 2 months. well, i went wall climbing all this while and pretty much where all my time went.
i did do something else occasionally. for example,
i went batu cave to rock climb. still kinda related to climbing but it's outdoor! and way scarier! XD
i went for some flying fox thingy. frankly, wasn't that challenging but it was...kinda fun.
i went to kanching waterfall and it was awesome!! + we are playing at the waterfall when its raining!! more awesome!!! and the water is freaking cool!! even more awes
i went to selayang mall to play paint ball. it was awesome. just that irwin is a bit too fierce? basically pussy out cause of him in the last few games. XD
oh!!
and i did study for my exams.
+ i manage to chill + did stuff is cause i didn't took any core subject this semester.
= no assignment and much stuff to study.
yet, there are fyp and a lot of head-aching subjects for this coming sem. guess its time to pay for the joy i had last semester?
wonder do karma thingy apply to this kinda situation??
you had fun now but you'll have to pay for the enjoyment later with lots of and lots of suffering!!!
strongly hope the statement above ain't true!!
p.s. i kinda went with my climbing friends. pretty much neglected my non-climbing friends. XD
i did do something else occasionally. for example,
i went batu cave to rock climb. still kinda related to climbing but it's outdoor! and way scarier! XD
i went for some flying fox thingy. frankly, wasn't that challenging but it was...kinda fun.
i went to kanching waterfall and it was awesome!! + we are playing at the waterfall when its raining!! more awesome!!! and the water is freaking cool!! even more awes
i went to selayang mall to play paint ball. it was awesome. just that irwin is a bit too fierce? basically pussy out cause of him in the last few games. XD
oh!!
and i did study for my exams.
+ i manage to chill + did stuff is cause i didn't took any core subject this semester.
= no assignment and much stuff to study.
yet, there are fyp and a lot of head-aching subjects for this coming sem. guess its time to pay for the joy i had last semester?
wonder do karma thingy apply to this kinda situation??
you had fun now but you'll have to pay for the enjoyment later with lots of and lots of suffering!!!
strongly hope the statement above ain't true!!
p.s. i kinda went with my climbing friends. pretty much neglected my non-climbing friends. XD
Sunday, April 24, 2011
braggings~
i shall declare this month as the extreme month!!!
as i,
1st
finished a marathon in 5 hours with stomachache + slight fever!! WACHA!!
2nd
joined a lead climbing competition with a tired body + i only lead climb a few times only!! KA-POW!!
3rd,
manage to learn how to swim freestyle!! i can swim like a fish now!! might eventually stun the fishes when i swam pass them in the big blue ocean!!! AIKS!!
yet,
was pretty much disappointed at myself.
1st
i actually aim to finish the marathon in 4 hours. can't do that cause i need to head to toilet for almost every 2km. luckily, i manage to snatch tons of drinks from the drinks station. if not, i might end up lying inside the ambulance. XD
2nd
i can't complete the route!!! which i think i can do it at least till the last 2nd clip. FUCK you my ignorance!! and FUCK you my arrogance!! as i thought my body is strong and tough enough!! when reality hit you, it tend to hit you real hard until you get a headache and end up sleeping?or its just me?
oh yeah.
i got myself a motorola defy dy!!!
ah~ the happiness!!!
now, i can swim and sms or talk to the phone in the same time!!! XD
as i,
1st
finished a marathon in 5 hours with stomachache + slight fever!! WACHA!!
2nd
joined a lead climbing competition with a tired body + i only lead climb a few times only!! KA-POW!!
3rd,
manage to learn how to swim freestyle!! i can swim like a fish now!! might eventually stun the fishes when i swam pass them in the big blue ocean!!! AIKS!!
yet,
was pretty much disappointed at myself.
1st
i actually aim to finish the marathon in 4 hours. can't do that cause i need to head to toilet for almost every 2km. luckily, i manage to snatch tons of drinks from the drinks station. if not, i might end up lying inside the ambulance. XD
2nd
i can't complete the route!!! which i think i can do it at least till the last 2nd clip. FUCK you my ignorance!! and FUCK you my arrogance!! as i thought my body is strong and tough enough!! when reality hit you, it tend to hit you real hard until you get a headache and end up sleeping?or its just me?
oh yeah.
i got myself a motorola defy dy!!!
ah~ the happiness!!!
now, i can swim and sms or talk to the phone in the same time!!! XD
Sunday, April 10, 2011
being alone
ah~
all alone at home doing nothing other than playing dragon age 2 and read a book ding recommend, sputnik sweetheart. occasionally, went out for a jog and wall climb a little.
not much socialization needed.
ah~
neat!!! the life i wanted.
hmmmm...
maybe i just ain't good in communicating with other people? maybe i had some psychological problem that i didn't know bout? or maybe my mom implanted a microchip in my brain to make me think that being alone is good just to get me out from serious trouble?
oh yeah.
had a dinner with my father side of the family on last Sunday. not really pleasant. to the max!! there's this bunch of cousins who i had no idea how to talk to. there's one or two cousins that I'm close with but they kinda came late. so there's this 20 minute awkward period where my aunt asked me to talk with the other cousins but i end up chatting with her instead. XD
wonder whether i can recognize them if we meet each other some where outside. what should i do then? say hi and bye just like what i did to my hi-bye friends?
communicating is such a hardcore stuff.
aiks!!
+ i think cause of that incident, my mom bought me a book that teach people how to communicate and forcefully ask me to read it.
argh!!! its super bored!!! + the book is more like promoting itself!!! teaching?? perhaps a few facts here and there but mostly is bout the successful story where the author manage to help certain people (mostly the famous + successful ones) to communicate better and grant them chances of the lifetime to be successful.
all alone at home doing nothing other than playing dragon age 2 and read a book ding recommend, sputnik sweetheart. occasionally, went out for a jog and wall climb a little.
not much socialization needed.
ah~
neat!!! the life i wanted.
hmmmm...
maybe i just ain't good in communicating with other people? maybe i had some psychological problem that i didn't know bout? or maybe my mom implanted a microchip in my brain to make me think that being alone is good just to get me out from serious trouble?
oh yeah.
had a dinner with my father side of the family on last Sunday. not really pleasant. to the max!! there's this bunch of cousins who i had no idea how to talk to. there's one or two cousins that I'm close with but they kinda came late. so there's this 20 minute awkward period where my aunt asked me to talk with the other cousins but i end up chatting with her instead. XD
wonder whether i can recognize them if we meet each other some where outside. what should i do then? say hi and bye just like what i did to my hi-bye friends?
communicating is such a hardcore stuff.
aiks!!
+ i think cause of that incident, my mom bought me a book that teach people how to communicate and forcefully ask me to read it.
argh!!! its super bored!!! + the book is more like promoting itself!!! teaching?? perhaps a few facts here and there but mostly is bout the successful story where the author manage to help certain people (mostly the famous + successful ones) to communicate better and grant them chances of the lifetime to be successful.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)