woooo~spooky!!!

its Halloween!! yay!! trick or treat!!! but where to do so?
sigh.
its another bored celebration of Halloween as i stay home and do chores + assignment.
making mash potato is probably the most special thing i did today.
btw, its super nice!! so nice i almost jump down from 7th floor and do a full marathon!
since i didn't manage to do something crazy, I'll just whine bout stuff that people post on youtube which related to Halloween.

here's one.
two cute dog in star wars costume!

poor doggies.
i think they are too mad to give any reaction to the owner.

and here's a genius teaching you how to make a really spooky costume.

the 1st thing in my mind - I'm not retard you son of a bitch!
how bout you? whats in your mind after you watched it?
if you think it ain't so stupid and i'm just being a bitch, try search it in youtube and you'll find out that he got around ten videoposts teaching you how to make that same old lame costume.
wonder what makes him to do this? money? fame?

doorstopper.

there are a lot of doorstopper out there. + its getting cutter and cutter to attract buyer to get it with insanely unreasonable price.

so here's an idea.
get a pet and put it near the door.
walah!! ideal door stopper!! + its priceless!!! XD

here's an example.


the gerbils stopping the door being push by the mighty mighty wind + entertaining us by sleeping so cutely togather. XD

2011 Peugeot EX1

Peugeot EX1
the coolest car ever!!!(for now)

what makes it so cool??
the video below said it all!!!



ok...the video doesn't really give out much info but get to look at how cool the design is and how fast it goes without petrol. yes, you heard it. without the stupid dirty gasoline!!! which we, human kept on making it the most precious thing ever existed!!!
petrol meet electric and he is going to fucking burn up your future!!! muahahaha.

oh yeah. for more details please refer to this site which i think is a bit texty. XD
http://www.topspeed.com/cars/peugeot/2011-peugeot-ex1-ar96838.html

fuckup university

do all university give shit to their students??
mine do.
my university didn't just give shit to students + fuck students up in the ass but tend to think that it isn't fuckup enough for us, the poor old students, and wanted to rape every single thing from us.
our money, our youth and our precious precious unknown future.

whats wrong with MMU??
they wanted to change their name to something super lame.
they wanted to change the amount of semester we are having.
they wanted to change the fee we suppose to pay.
they wanted to change the amount of subject a student should take in a semester.
they wanted to change the amount of time we should be in class.

i just can't understand what is my university doing.
i can just ignore the name changing issue but asking us to pay a fix amount for all the semester to come + to increase the amount of subjects students should take + canceling short semester are just too much!!!

paying a fix amount of money for all future semester is pretty much like robbing us, the students.

increasing the amount of subject = assignments increased = no time for anything.
+ final will be super hard to handle as there's just too much to study.
do the university hope to fail their students that much??
where are we going to find the time to do our FYP??

canceling short semester = we'll be wasting our money to rent a house near the university as 3 months rental has to be pay even we ain't staying.
living back in the hostel will be the only choice??

sigh.
guess i'll just have to go with the flow??
short semester cancel = live in hostel or travel back and forth everyday from K.L. to cyberjaya. + i can go redang to work with guthrie and enjoy myself?
and i'll take a year extra to graduate??

Dictionary contains dirty words

parents demand dictionary that contains dirty words out from the school.
seriously what the fuck!!!
i'm not a parent yet but i do think knowing how to use dirty words are somewhat important. + it is kinda a stress reliever and kinda able to tighten up bonds between human. XD

for more details bout those stupid parents asking for dictionary with dirty words to be removed, click the link below.
http://current.com/news/92745215_dictionary-contains-dirty-words-socal-parents-remove-them-to-protect-the-children.htm

still trying to figure out whats the reason behind those twisted parents' action. + not like they didn't know bout those dirty words. so, why not let their kids to learn bout it too??

R.I.P. paul the octopus

paul the octopus had pass away.

farewell paul!!!
will hate you a little as you predict Argentina to lost!!! why!!!
luckily spanish is cool. not as cool as Argentina though.

tattoo vs clothes

hmmmm...
wonder which one is better.

feel like designing a tattoo by modifying the current tattoo i had on me.
it'll be one cool thingy ( i hope ) with me but it'll only be one.
+ it is pretty pricey and i ain't muscular.
my mom did told me that having a tattoo = having aids or HIV.
wonder who implanted this kinda stupid + wrong thought inside her. the aunties from the market?
XD

getting clothes are more...reasonable?
as i can get a couple of cool clothes from the stores with the money that i might invest on tattoo.
yet, clothes are less cooler compare to tattoo. + there's always a possibility that i'll meet someone with the same clothes i'm wearing at that particuliar time. it is a kinda a bit awkward situation for me. (yes!! uniform is a taboo for me. still amazed myself that i can live through my primary + secondary without killing anyone. XD)

argh...
can't seem to pick 1. guess i'll just ignore it for now?
XD

Plant vs Zombie

first week of a new sem = i can just skip around and do nothing.
ah~ such a joyful week.

it's so joyful that i eventually play plant vs zombie!!!
it is a fun game. play it before but wasn't really into it. yet, i kinda addicted to it recently. XD
i guess the blame is on the internet speed. cause

internet slow = i can't surf the net smoothly = i become slightly grumpy = i'll something else to do

why go through the grumpy state when i can just play something else (in this case plant vs zombie) happily? XD

manage to finish everything but haven't manage to buy all the stuff available and i only manage to survive 19 strike in survival mode.
hmmmm...how much is longest strike in survival mode recorded??
i wonder...

curse you TM!!! curse you!!! cause you provided such low internet speed i'm addicted to plant vs zombie!!! which isn't such a bad thing for now. XD
yet, how can they provide such low internet speed?? sigh...

temporary

yesterday was the first day of the new sem and again MMU just never failed to give us, the students some stupid troubles + these problems always come around. one of the problem i'm facing now - i can't seem to register the subjects i wanted. i thought i can do manual registration but it seems once certain classes are full = the lecturer will no longer allow any students to enter. it is just the first day after all. seriously hope that i can solve this problem within this week. wonder will MMU cooperate. hmmmm...

was pretty free as there ain't much classes for me to attend. so, manage to cook a pretty awesome dinner with guthrie's superb guidance + rachel's help.
technically, the highlight of the meal was the seaweed soup. others was pretty ok.
after a nice dinner, Erica and ee teen blend us watermelon juice. yam!!! XD

went jogging after that. yay!! wasn't able to do in K.L. as the air there ain't so refreshing. XD

not much class + nice food + decent exercise = joyful day.
yet, this kinda enjoyment wouldn't last long.
sigh...

but the long await penang bridge marathon is coming soon!!! around one more month to go. wouldn't be able to win the prize money. guess just being able to finish the run is good enough for me. + my mom going to sponsor me new shoe to attend that marathon!!! just hope that she wouldn't give me a check that can't be fund.

p.s.
i didn't know i can't use the metal scrub to scrub a non-stick pan!!! no more bad dreams!!! T.T

mother's demand

there's one thing my mom always ask from me - a neat haircut which only exist in her imagination. today she kinda almost get what she wanted.
technically, i just need to obey her by going to the instructed saloon.
well, i did went to the saloon she pointed so strongly in front of my face yesterday. it wasn't a pleasant + with her actually sitting there, the whole situation become worse. as my hair become super bad!!!

while the hair stylist happily holding her tools to start her merry hair cutting section with me, my mom just pop in and said, "cut it real short with the MACHINE!!!"
she did said it nicely yet its a bit forceful. its as if she asking her, the hair stylist to ignore whatever i ask for and just cut it short. that's what she did. she cut it real short. i ain't the short hair hater + i am one of its fan but the outcome is kinda not so pleasant for my eyes?
i guess she ain't that bad in cutting hair and my mom is the cause of it?
hmmm...i wonder.
yet, i will probably never know the answer as i, the mom disobeyer in the family, will never ever ever ever go to the saloon my mom try and force me to go. unless my pocket money is harm. pocket money is pretty much everything for me now!!! without the pocket money, how am i going to survive in this cruel world?? how am i going to raise up the courage deep within me to actually venture out this world full with darkness?? without the holy journey, i'll never find the almighty light that will eventually guide me to a better life.
in the future, if you see me in a bad hair cut, just say it out loud and give the blame to my mom.

i shall blame you mom!!! eventhough i should have just go to my comfy bed and sleep as there'll be class for me to attend later in the morning. XD
argh!!! why MMU never give us enough holidays!!! why can't MMU give us a stress free university study life?? guess thats why MMU is also called as money making university.
XD

Yogitree

yesterday,
went to midvalley with sandy to catch a movie - Alpha and Omega. did ask picky out since it had been a while since we last meet. yet, she's too busy giving her passion, soul and affection to chloe that unfortunately accompanying sandy and me is a super hard task!!
guess love always come first? friendship = blark?
wonder whether I'll act the same when I'm in a relationship.
hmmmm...i think I'll avoid to be in a relationship to avoid this problem? + being a single is pretty fun. XD

chat a lot before and after the movie with sandy.
the most important thing which i know through the talk is that she kinda had a potential stalker or an official stalker with cert(not so sure whether the guy is a stalker as I'm not the one experiencing it) who kinda after her for quite some time. still wondering how a stalker is like. don't really wish to get attention from any stalker cause they are kinda scary judging from what the media and friends told me. i just wanna know why they stalk.

and she going to do her fyp...bla bla bla bla bla... XD
and her industrial training...bla bla bla bla bla... XD

kinda just highlighted the stalker part, didn't i? but that's the part where i can't really say anything and is interesting (i think)??

oh yeah. went to YogiTree for food after the long walk we took to seek for our perfect shoe, bag, watch and pretty much everything.
it was a pretty cute restaurant but they just have to refurnish the restaurant and move most of the cute furniture away.
the food there are pretty ok though.

i ordered burger + fresh milk and sandy ordered spaghetti + peach tea.
here are some pictures.


ate some before i remember to take a picture.
the meat is juicy and nice but the whole burger is kinda overpower by the taste of the meat. oh, the fried potatoes are nice!!! very potato-ish. XD
but they didn't give much. + they did give me a wasabi kinda dipping which is brown in color. not sure what is it for but it sure hurts my nose a lot. XD



argh...
kinda regret that i didn't order the cakes. gotta push this blame on sandy. muahahaha!!!

october = confusing month?

October seems to be a confusing month this year. why?

well 1st of its the month of Halloween and its time to think bout what to wear when Halloween arrive. too bad Malaysian didn't really celebrate Halloween much. it would be nice if there were parties to go to + I'm actually rich enough to rent a costume to wear one on that day.
argh!!!this is the time i should probably start hating Hollywood in making Halloween so special. yet, i think i kinda blaming us Chinese cause we didn't make our month of ghost merrier?? why didn't the Chinese make our month of ghost more fancy and happy and joyful and with lots of candy???
WHY!!!!
ah. still remember the time when my friends and i went for All American Reject free concert as it is sponsor by digi. Love you digi but still hate you mascot!!! feel that something is missing when my friends and i fail to dress up for Halloween too.
wonder whether this year's October will be the time i actually experience Halloween??

trick or treat!!!

with all the depression of me wanting to celebrate Halloween, breast cancer awareness association just has to march in and use October as breast cancer awareness month. is it cause they are bored with Halloween??
kinda feel like asking them to FUCK off. not everyone celebrated Halloween before. just stay at home and watch porn if you are bored of Halloween. argh!!!
+ they are making the super lame color - Pink as the color of the month!!! scary + creepy color suppose to be the color of the month!!!

erin gibson from modern lady say it all.
i shall salute with honor erin!!!
why?? the video shows it.


p.s.
Pink is not a good color!!!
Pink does sing quite well though. XD

stuff i feel like doing now.

just like what the title said.

1st
take a dead animal, clean them up and make them pose they way i want so that i can take some wicked picture with guthrie's camera. just like what she did in the video. XD


2nd
find an underground passage here in malaysia like the one in paris and explore it. or just save up couple of thousand just to fly there and explore their underground passage? XD


3rd
help erica to download a fart app into her ipod touch. XD


4th
not sure if i'm hardworking enough to do this but i'll try to remember it when i'm bored? XD


5th
write an email and tell the people in the video below that gun is just a symbol. you wanna live a peaceful life without being bully?? try to work out and look strong helps too. more guns = more trouble most of the time.


+ why use pink?? it's such a lame color.

Going Merry

was pretty sad when i said my bye bye to going merry. this depression of mine still haven't been cure. it form a scar so deep within my heart i cry everytime i sleep as i will dream bout it every night. it become a block of data which is big and it so big that it fill up almost all my brain's memory capacity. it transform my heart into glass which broken easily by its sudden farwell.
ah~ the sadness. pretty much can't believe it is this hard to say bye bye.
oh~ going merry. you are a wonderful ship. you bring us travel the world of pirate by enduring all the pain you actually received in each adventure. you just swallow all those pain without letting us know until your body stop listening to you and start to crack.

i am pretty gloomy until i found something bout going merry in youtube.


GOING MERRY!!!
its going merry!!!
so you just retired from adventure.
feel like flying to Japan just to ride on you now.

eventhough i still miss you when i read the manga, feel much better now that you are still around.
XD


all this kinda make me wonder what will happen if one piece actually took place in real life??
hmmmm...

1. It would be revealed that Roger found Chuck Norris' One Piece and Chuck Norris temporarily let him borrow it + the title and then forget to get them back after Roger died. (influence by Ding. XD)

2. franky's nads would most likely fall off, due to our worlds laws now appplying to them. unless their worlds laws applied to us now

3. i would set out to sea and maybe start my own crew! who wanna join?! and we'll call ourself the random pirate of the sea?? XD

hair problem

my hair ain't really the problem here as my hair is pretty nice. they are kinda rough but a lot of them grew on my head which mean i wouldn't need to worry bout being a bored old bald man in the future. + they are incredibly black. yet, the decision of cutting it is the hard part.

1st,
have no idea whether i wanna leave it long or just cut it short.

2nd,
didn't know where to get my hair cut.
if i plan to go to a saloon, it'll cost a lot. + didn't know which saloon to go to.
if i plan to visit a barber, it wouldn't cost me much but I'll most likely shave my head bald which i think is cool + easy. yet, it is kinda bored.

hmmmm...what to do??
so, i end up seaching my answer via lowyat forum and i gotta say this is pretty much a famous problem in our country. well, there's a topic about it in lowyat forum which contains lots of posts. seriously a lot + its a big one too. there's saloon recommendations and reviews, hair stylist recommendations and reviews, which hair styles to cut and so on.
which kinda make me wonder whether our country is too peaceful.
i mean you can't think bout your hair if you are starving to death or living in the toxic land, like chernobyl.

guess i should be grateful that i'm actually worrying something which isn't that big of a problem.

dream job

seriously. it is that nice?? seriously??
if so, wonder why they didn't sell it in the market. cause it still contain certain danger as it'll explode??
hmmmm...i wonder

being able to travel around and experience stuff is pretty much my dream job.
wonder what kinda qualification you need to get this kinda job.

Pluto

ah...
another day staying at home. doing nothing but reading manga. finished the previous one, Monster and i read Pluto today.

what is it bout?
at first, its about a cop who happen to be a robot investigating a case of murder. when the story progress, the cop found some leads which involve something bout the war happened years ago and part of his memory which somehow being erased.

pretty lazy to write more bout the story + it is a pretty short manga with neat story line. you'll have to read it to know whats going on and get the ending yourself. it kinda had the astro boy kinda touch in the drawings. + it does kinda make you think that we human seriously are trouble maker.

oh yeah. there's a statement in it which seriously interest me.

human is a failure. a fail creation by God. which is why its a success.

can't really argue bout that.
imagine if we are perfect. how bored will that be? yet, strange people like serial killers might not exist?

this is the time i think we are like robots created by another superior being, Gods and now we are trying to be the superior being by creating our own creations with intelligence?
hmmm...i wonder.
oh below is the link which you can read it for free.
http://www.thespectrum.net/manga_scans/?preview=manga_Pluto

Monster

Monster.
been reading this manga recently to pass my time.
it isn't a super interesting manga with stunning story line. it just kinda insane in a way.

what is it bout?
Dr. Kenzō Tenma is a young Japanese doctor working at the Eisler Memorial Hospital in Düsseldorf during the 80s. A highly accomplished brain surgeon, he appears to have everything on his plate: a promotion in the offing; the favor of the director of the hospital Heinemann; and Heinemann's daughter Eva as his fiancée. However, Tenma grows increasingly dissatisfied with the political bias of the hospital for treating patients, and seizes his chance to change things after a strange massacre brings the twins Johan and Anna Liebert into his hospital. Johan has a gunshot wound to the head and Anna keeps muttering about killing, and Tenma decides to operate on Johan instead of the mayor of Düsseldorf who arrived afterwards. Johan is saved, but Mayor Roedecker dies. Tenma loses all his social standing and Eva as a consequence. However, Director Heinemann and the other doctors in Tenma's way are mysteriously murdered, and both children disappear from the hospital soon after. The police suspect Tenma, as he benefits greatly from this turn of events, but they have no evidence, and so can do no more than question him.

At this point, the story advances to nine years later. Tenma is now the Chief of Surgery at Eisler Memorial Hospital. However, he is about to come face to face with a sociopath - a sociopath that he helped save.

A known criminal named Adolf Junkers is found on the street, hit by a car. He comes under the care of Dr. Tenma, who observes him muttering about a "monster". Tenma extends kindness to Junkers, and thus Junkers begins to open up for Tenma. Then one evening when Dr. Tenma comes back with a clock as a gift for Junkers, he finds the guard in front of Junkers's room dead, and Junkers himself gone.

Following the trail to the construction site of a half finished building near the hospital, Tenma finds Junkers being held at gunpoint. The man, who has developed a sort of doctor-patient friendship with Dr. Tenma, warns him against coming closer, and pleads with him to run away. Tenma refuses, however, and the man holding the gun pointed at Junkers is revealed to be the boy whose life Tenma had saved nine years ago - Johan Liebert. Despite Dr. Tenma's attempt to reason with him, Johan shoots the criminal, tells Tenma that he could never kill the man who had saved his life, and then walks off into the night while Tenma is still too shocked to stop him.

After this incident, Tenma is again suspected by the police, particularly Inspector Runge, and he tries to find more information about this 'Johan'. He soon discovers that the boy's sister, now named Nina, happily living the life of an adopted daughter to two caring parents, and the only trace of her terrible past are few dreams she has had. Tenma discovers her on her birthday, and manages to prevent her from meeting her brother, but comes too late to prevent Johan from murdering her foster parents. As the story progresses, Tenma learns of the origins of this monster, from the former East Germany's attempt to use a secret orphanage called 511 Kinderheim (where Johan came from) in order to create the "perfect soldiers" through "psychological reprogramming", to the author of a children's book which was used in a eugenics experiment in Czech Republic. He also learns about the scope of the atrocities this "Monster" has committed, and he vows to fix the mistake he made when he saved Johan's life.

While Tenma is the main character of Monster, the story also focuses heavily on those surrounding his search for Johan, such as Inspector Runge (who is investigating Johan's various murders but pins them all on Tenma), Eva Heinemann (Tenma's former fiancé), Nina Fortner (aka Anna Liebert, Johan's twin sister), Dieter (An orphan Tenma saved), and a host of other characters, minor and major, whose lives have been shaped by the deeds of the monster named 'Johan'.

can't tell you the ending as thats always the best part of the stories.
if you are bored, try read it up yourself.
kinda like the insane picture story inside too. there's 3 of them in total. read the manga up.
oh yeah here is the link
http://www.thespectrum.net/manga_scans/?preview=manga_Monster

mom's wildest adventure

my mom told me she going to alor star, Kedah for vacation last week.
i was pretty amazed and told her the excitement she can have and some joyful stuff she can do. yet, the truth pretty much always cruelly destroy imagination every time and the failing rate for truth to do so is pretty slim.
so whats the truth behind my mom's adventurous holidays? she did went there for holidays but she ain't there to take a break and enjoy the stuff there. she spend some money + time there to get the whole family fortune told. hmmmm... guess that's another kinda fun i will never understand??

so, what did the fortune teller told her??
hmmm...
i didn't know much but pretty much manage to gather bit and pieces bout it.
according to Erica, i shouldn't tell if no one ask.
so i guess i can only give my opinion bout fortune telling?




and my opinion bout my fortune?? hmmm...hope its true?
and my opinion bout fortune telling?? hmmm...
my opinion bout the whole thing?? freaking confusing!!

conclusion,
just go with the flow and do my best.

wonder why my mom like fortune telling that much?
the comfort??

Where are the save the 'Striped Hyena’ T-shirts?

We all know about the plight of the giant panda and would love to do our bit to protect it from extinction. But who has ever heard of the Surinam toad or the white Wartyback mussel? The two species are well on their way to extinction – but because they’re not camera-friendly, no one really cares.

do you know that midge is in the endangered list?? a midge!! Those tiny flying bugs no one notices unless they are swatting at a cloud of them. The midge was joined by endangered lampreys, beetles and clams, and some of the aforementioned snakes. All are imperilled, and at least as important as the black bear, whose stories have peppered state news. Where are the lamprey plush toys? The "Save the Striped Hyena’ T-shirts?"

people don’t like spiders, snakes or vultures but shouldn't we put our personal hatred aside and help them out as we are pretty much the main reason they are endangered in the first place. It’s true that there are some really strange species, like the babirussa, with its two twisted tusks sticking out of its groin. It’s also true that I can’t watch a video of a female pipa pipa (Surinam toad) giving birth through her back without feeling a little queasy. + i seriously think that orang utan is freakishly ugly. yet, i still try to do something for them.

In comparison, pandas are cute, fuzzy, and defenceless. That’s why they’re showcased by wildlife preservation groups like WWF, because they look good on a mug or calendar and help promote the cause. but I’d like to add that they are not always as nice as they are made out to be – the story of Gu Gu the Panda in the Beijing zoo (who attacked three visitors who came a little too close) prove it.
+ panda kinda didn't balance up the ecosystem much.

below are some beautify ugly living being in picture.


took this pic from shitao via flickr. its a pretty Cinereous vulture, yes?? XD


its an Eastern snake-necked Turtle. it kinda look cuter in this pic.


its a Striped Hyena.

how much does a life worth?

how much does a life worth??

life is a miracle and how much it worth depend on the holder for that life whether he/she think he/she had gone through a worthy life. maybe life does seem unfair most of the times as different life holder has different speciality and with each granted speciality comes with a responsibility. so, i'm pretty cool with this "unfairness".

there's a lot of answers for person to value their life but the economic perception is the one i despise the most. why?? cause it simply bullshit. if it is true, it means that other species other than homo sapiens are worthless. it shows how effective the silent greed had poisoned us. money is just a symbol for us to value stuff. it is us who stupidly misguided our self and gave it an important role it has now.
oh, i'm pretty cool with other dumb opinion though as there wouldn't be anything more rubbish compare to the economic perception.

so, what will be a worthy life for me??
being able to experience different stuff and being able to share.

oh
and a mountain bike from my mom wouldn't be that bad either. XD

surprise party

not sure bout you but i seriously think that it is fucking hilarious. XD
and i actually found a guy imitatiing one of the character inside.



he did quite a good job in imitating the character there, yes??
he did look super bitchy but i gotta admit he does look good. XD

hmmm...
wonder how a surprise party is like? it isn't that special?? or it is super fun??

whopper day

argh!!!
i miss this!!!
whopper~

dizzy~

thanks to the invitation from a senior of mine, i manage to set sail and went to the deep blue ocean!!!

how was it??
dizzy. super dizzy.
at first,
I'm pretty much a worthless bastard who kept on blocking other people's way while vomiting stuff into the sea. the captain of the fishing boat said I'm feeding the fish. guess i help to attract more fish + feeding them in the same time??
the captain and the crew kinda give me some tips like put a ginger or garlic in my mouth, try not to look into the sea that much, try to balance myself with the boat and so on.
with my brilliant ability to adapt + the fishermen's tips, i manage to stop vomiting and eventually helped out a little.
practically, just helped them to cast the net, light up certain places, pull the net back, collect the fishes and so on. i have to say, all these works are pretty much harder compare to the stuff i did in the gym. i think my muscle did grew a little in that short period of time. haiyak!!!
when we head back, my senior taught me bout the fish which i fail to remember for long and the captain let me hold the wheel for a while.
i already feel like I'm a man who's born from the sea and for the sea. XD

p.s.
sorry!!! didn't manage to take any pictures even though the sunrise is fucking nice.
but i do manage to steal some from my senior's photo albums. not sure whether it is taken by him though. cause i don't think he is this talented in photographic?







oh yeah.
at jitra, there this restaurant call 5 utara restaurant which kinda serve pretty neat stuff. not really the fan of other dishes which my senior ordered but i certainly am for the steamed squid with lime juice. The gravy was awesomely strong + with the squid's freshness. omg. yet, that ain't the best part. The best part is what contain wihtin the squid stomach. eggs!! squid's eggs!!! a lot of them.

sadness within happiness

i always think that I'm lucky.
I'm living in a world of fairy tail. nothing bad really happen to me.
the worst might be the day i found out that my dad is actually alive and he is broke when i was around...10 or 12? maybe he was around when i was a small little boy who always being bullied by his brothers but I'm too small to remember it?
still
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to harvest stuff like milky natural rubber.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to
set sail to the sea to catch fishes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to sew clothes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to do chores + get beaten up.
I'm living in a life which only require me to be myself, to do stuff that I'm interested in and most importantly to be able to explore the world with happiness.

yet, this music video kinda thought me something.


my happiness is actually someones sadness??
the world that I'm living in now doesn't even expose me much to the creepy + sad world that we, human, the homo sapiens created.
pretty much still wondering why the money system exist. why can't we just share anything that we can with other people without using the money system? what make us so greedy + selfish??

ain't everyone equal??

something cost more than we realise.

the days after exams

ah~ the fresh morning air after a good night sleep.
how long since i last breathed such pure and delicate air??

ah~ the bored noon with hunger after a nice fun jog around the park.
what makes me changed to become a desperate weakling and categorize jogging as a stress + an achievement??

ah~ the blue-ish afternoon after an eye tiring movie.
since when did i not able to tell which tv programme will be air next??

ah~ the tiring evening after house cleaning.
when did cleaning become a troublesome for me??

ah~ the blur + black-ish night after the ride back home.
when did i stop visiting the macdonald + hawker store near my home??

can't remember but at least i'm happy that i'm able to do so now??
eventhough the after effect of the exams will soon kick in.

greed

according to this link ->
http://www.montrealgazette.com/technology/First+potentially+habitable+planet+found+outside+solar+system+NASA/3599532/story.html
A team of "planet hunters" has announced the discovery of the first planet with the potential to harbour life outside our solar system.
+ they going to try to find more??
hooray for NASA?? Yahoo for human kind??

hmmmmm...
not sure whether it'll be a good thing or a bad thing.
hopefully, it'll be something good??
we'll be able to share?? we wouldn't do something bad to them if the living being there are less superior?? they'll share too and wouldn't do cruel stuff to us if they are smarter??

not sure bout the alien side. yet, human history always show that human without power will try to gain it and once power is in hand greed pollute one mind + soul which lead to an unpleasant + cruel decision making.

that's the past + present (can be seen in our country), but how bout the future??
hmmmm...i wonder.