sadness within happiness

i always think that I'm lucky.
I'm living in a world of fairy tail. nothing bad really happen to me.
the worst might be the day i found out that my dad is actually alive and he is broke when i was around...10 or 12? maybe he was around when i was a small little boy who always being bullied by his brothers but I'm too small to remember it?
still
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to harvest stuff like milky natural rubber.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to
set sail to the sea to catch fishes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to sew clothes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to do chores + get beaten up.
I'm living in a life which only require me to be myself, to do stuff that I'm interested in and most importantly to be able to explore the world with happiness.

yet, this music video kinda thought me something.


my happiness is actually someones sadness??
the world that I'm living in now doesn't even expose me much to the creepy + sad world that we, human, the homo sapiens created.
pretty much still wondering why the money system exist. why can't we just share anything that we can with other people without using the money system? what make us so greedy + selfish??

ain't everyone equal??

something cost more than we realise.