Sunday, December 23, 2012

2012 Birthday

it wasn't a fancy day.
pretty broke lately and fancy things require some extra cash.
+ i did house chores!!  on my birthday! sigh.



it wasn't a family - ish kinda day.
My mom went Australia with my aunts, my eldest brother went to Japan and my another brother has his own small little family to take care.

but

it was a fun day.
high school buddies(Binn, Fong and Teh) brought me out for some Korean Late Night meal with rice + berries wine which alcohol level is around 70%! highest alcohol consumption in my life!

it was a surprising day.
Got a birthday cake from Jo and a butch of my Climbing friends sang birthday song for me. i was shy. not sure whether i blush but i end up with a kiss mark on my cheek(thanks to Gerry), a hair full of chalk(thanks to Don), mouth full with chocolates,  and hand full with belaying work(thanks to Taya and Jo)!

it was a touchy day
my old pal Yernar called my up and chat with me for awhile at night and my goodie goodie pal, Ding wishes me by referring me as a female dog early in the morning.
the fact that they are currently oversea and still remembering me kinda touched my hardcore bloody yet innocent heart. a little.

it was an adventurous day?
didn't stay in the climbing gym till 10p.m.
was invited by Dastan to join his friend for futsal! Football is pretty much a stranger to me. kinda just run around the field chasing the ball during my time in highschool whenever i join some football game during the period for exercise.
went to try it. it wasn't as bad as i imagine it would be. it unexpectedly  FUN!

there ain't as much cakes to eat compared to the previous years but it really was a day which i am showered with emotion. not the sad kinda emotion but the happy ones. : )

guess the world didn't end cause i am blessed with these small yet heart warming events??

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

life?



The Beginning of life
It is just scientific reaction.
Soul doesn't exist.
Spirit is just a sparkle of nerve cells.

We live not for approval
To be righteous or to be evil
We live not for happiness
To be loved or to be hated

The world is cruel
This is why we hope
The world is godless
This why we live

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Most Happening Day!!

most happening day ever!!

1. won some prize via run

went to a FREE run organized by Adidas. was late as Ramon and I were lost but still manage lucky enough to place myself to get a prize. a women running shorts was given and i quickly find a lady with a prize on her hand to switch with me.

2. lau's epic misjudgment

a dude pretend to be a golden statue fooled Lau!
+ its pretty obvious that dude isn't a statue as some of his skin was exposed?

3. saw tons of bears with tattoo?

apparently Pavilion is running some world unity kinda function and there's tons of Bear statues with painting which is related to the country each bear statue represent.

4. awesome cheap food near bukit bintang

just behind Fahrenheit 88, there's this coffee shop with awesome Wan Tan Mee + pork noodle!
they are pretty cheap too. RM 5 per bowl. XD

5. meet Dr. Mahathir and his wife.

kinda blocked their way as i was walking to The Loft and didn't know till Guthrie, Lau and Bryan called me. was tempted to tell them i'm a MMU student!! XD

6. found out that chili and apple mix together super well

went to this restaurant near jalan alor - the REX and had ribs + burger for dinner. the food is nice but the sauces are awesome. especially, APPLE and CHILLI sauce. XD

7. and i didn't do anything for FYP.

there ain't much time left and i still got tons of things to do. wonder how am i going to fin up my FYP. hmmmmm...time will tell i guess.

Monday, November 28, 2011

socialize

fuck socializing.
helps never come when you are in deep shit and you'll end up wiping or cleaning your own shit the hard way.
socializing is just an act for everyone to play around.

and i'm selfishly asking for something in return for giving out my time for it?

life is so much easier when i'm a kid as i'm always alone and wouldn't need to give shit bout the world.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

chilling

hahaha. i think i did chill too much for the previous 2 months and blogging is somehow ain't that chill to do? since i didn't post anything at all for 2 months. well, i went wall climbing all this while and pretty much where all my time went.

i did do something else occasionally. for example,

i went batu cave to rock climb. still kinda related to climbing but it's outdoor! and way scarier! XD

i went for some flying fox thingy. frankly, wasn't that challenging but it was...kinda fun.

i went to kanching waterfall and it was awesome!! + we are playing at the waterfall when its raining!! more awesome!!! and the water is freaking cool!! even more awes

i went to selayang mall to play paint ball. it was awesome. just that irwin is a bit too fierce? basically pussy out cause of him in the last few games. XD

oh!!
and i did study for my exams.
+ i manage to chill + did stuff is cause i didn't took any core subject this semester.
= no assignment and much stuff to study.

yet, there are fyp and a lot of head-aching subjects for this coming sem. guess its time to pay for the joy i had last semester?

wonder do karma thingy apply to this kinda situation??

you had fun now but you'll have to pay for the enjoyment later with lots of and lots of suffering!!!
strongly hope the statement above ain't true!!

p.s. i kinda went with my climbing friends. pretty much neglected my non-climbing friends. XD

Sunday, April 24, 2011

braggings~

i shall declare this month as the extreme month!!!
as i,

1st
finished a marathon in 5 hours with stomachache + slight fever!! WACHA!!

2nd
joined a lead climbing competition with a tired body + i only lead climb a few times only!! KA-POW!!

3rd,
manage to learn how to swim freestyle!! i can swim like a fish now!! might eventually stun the fishes when i swam pass them in the big blue ocean!!! AIKS!!

yet,
was pretty much disappointed at myself.

1st
i actually aim to finish the marathon in 4 hours. can't do that cause i need to head to toilet for almost every 2km. luckily, i manage to snatch tons of drinks from the drinks station. if not, i might end up lying inside the ambulance. XD

2nd
i can't complete the route!!! which i think i can do it at least till the last 2nd clip. FUCK you my ignorance!! and FUCK you my arrogance!! as i thought my body is strong and tough enough!! when reality hit you, it tend to hit you real hard until you get a headache and end up sleeping?or its just me?

oh yeah.
i got myself a motorola defy dy!!!
ah~ the happiness!!!
now, i can swim and sms or talk to the phone in the same time!!! XD

Sunday, April 10, 2011

being alone

ah~
all alone at home doing nothing other than playing dragon age 2 and read a book ding recommend, sputnik sweetheart. occasionally, went out for a jog and wall climb a little.
not much socialization needed.

ah~
neat!!! the life i wanted.

hmmmm...
maybe i just ain't good in communicating with other people? maybe i had some psychological problem that i didn't know bout? or maybe my mom implanted a microchip in my brain to make me think that being alone is good just to get me out from serious trouble?

oh yeah.
had a dinner with my father side of the family on last Sunday. not really pleasant. to the max!! there's this bunch of cousins who i had no idea how to talk to. there's one or two cousins that I'm close with but they kinda came late. so there's this 20 minute awkward period where my aunt asked me to talk with the other cousins but i end up chatting with her instead. XD
wonder whether i can recognize them if we meet each other some where outside. what should i do then? say hi and bye just like what i did to my hi-bye friends?
communicating is such a hardcore stuff.
aiks!!
+ i think cause of that incident, my mom bought me a book that teach people how to communicate and forcefully ask me to read it.
argh!!! its super bored!!! + the book is more like promoting itself!!! teaching?? perhaps a few facts here and there but mostly is bout the successful story where the author manage to help certain people (mostly the famous + successful ones) to communicate better and grant them chances of the lifetime to be successful.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

bad hair!!

argh!!!
had a seriously bad haircut!!!
thanks to my mom!!!

i told her that i don't wanna cut my hair and stuff but she insisted and bought me to this same old saloon that i had my previous bad haircut!!
i told her that i don't want to have my hair cut there and again she said she going to ask the other guy who eventually is a senior to cut my hair. so, i was like, what hell and gave that fucking saloon another shoot. to be more secure, i even pointed a picture from some random magazine and asked for that particular hair style!! it ain't something super complicated but just a regular short hair style.

that dude end up giving me a something super ugly haircut and its so ugly, i dun even wanna see my own face in the mirror with my hair!!! + he obviously didn't even listen to my request!!

wondering how that saloon maintain till now. they should just close the store down and just do something else. as they'll eventually increase their karma since less people getting a bad haircut!!!
sigh...all i can do now is never ever listen to my mom bout my hair and never ever go back to that saloon and wish my hair to grow fast!!

Friday, March 4, 2011

no more usual password!!

using Ubuntu 10.10 now. why? cause i used an easily predictable password to lock my laptop and my brother used my laptop for porn sites which is full with spyware and stuff!! + downloading window 7 takes a long time to finish.
since ubuntu 10.10 only take a few hours, here i am using it now.

it was kinda hard for me to adapt at first as certain thing like installation is kinda different. its no longer one click and you are in the installation. now you need to go to certain place to install it. + there ain't much software for linux compare to window. i think.
msn is kinda hard to connect too as i'm using the built in software, Empathy. quite an issue for me as msn messenger is the main im system i use! if i can't use it, i had to go through some trouble to change to another system.
torrent is another must. was trying super hard to make utorrent work!!! but there's a set of procedure i need to follow which is kinda troublesome!!

but slowly i find it kinda nice?
the installation is super easy. just that i'm used to window kinda way and i am still trying to adapt. + the installtion place had the software located to download and it'll run the installation for you (most of the time) if you agree for it to do so. pretty neat if i must say.
msn manage to connect somehow. at least now the connection manage to get connected? phew. luckily that it work!! + just found out that it can also connect to other im system like yahoo and google talk. oh yeah. empathy also manage to connect to facebook to.
a linux torrent software kinda save my day for this. it also a build in software when you installed ubuntu 10.10. frankly, i didn't know bout its existance in the 1st place and that was why i tried to make utorrent work. argh!! but i heard utorrent is still better if i manage to make it work.

so conclusion, linux ain't bad at all!! + its free!! even the softwares are free!!! (most of them)
guess i gotta thanks my bro as he gave me the chance to use linux?
hmmmm...

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

new shoe

bought me self a new shoe.

its pink!!

here's how it is like...

don't put your hand in someone else's wallet!!

me: mom, i went wall climbing and now my hands look super hardcore eh?

mom: yeah, at least there's some cut but they still look like a girl's hand. i bet your friend's hand ain't as fragile as yours.

me: they did hurt their hand when they just started.

mom: i see. they did eh~

me: ...

mom: so how much you spend to play that?

me: around RM 15 since i don't have the proper shoe and harnest. so i gotta pay extra RM 12.

mom: hmmmm..that's kinda expensive if you go there often every week.

me: yeah. that's why i plan to buy them.

mom: i dun have extra cash.

me: ... i dun have extra cash myself too. wonder whether bros will sponsor me.

mom: good luck on that.

me: you can help me to ask them to sponsor me. you see, i got this friend, his name is Ding, his bro and sis kinda sponsor him tons of stuff and i kinda have this idea that my bros should do so too??

mom: don't put your hand in some one else's wallet!! i dun remember i raise such a weak dependent son. your own effort for your own desire!! if you dun wanna to put any effort to get your own stuff, why bother to even crave??

me: hmmmmm...i kinda just somehow wish for a short cut?

mom: hmmmm...your family just dun allow it. too bad.

me: hmmmmm...

Monday, February 21, 2011

wall climbing

always know that it exist but i never know that i would like it so much!!!
or maybe i'm liking it cause my friends do too??

hmmmm...

nah...
i personally love it!!!
its hardcore + i can build some muscle which i really need in the same time!!!
always dream bout my nice body during primary when i'm still doing gymnast.

ah~ the old days...

yet, wall climbing is kinda pricey.
+ gotta get its gear which is super pricey too.
sigh.
you gotta pay the price to get every single thing!!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

uses robot to attend class



using robot to attend class.
hmmmm...i kinda think its weird.

fulfilling?

collected all possible angpao money i can get. the amount is kinda satisfying. yet, i don't think the money will stay with me as there's desire to fulfill!!

i sure hope i can save it though. since i did fail couple of subjets. saving some cash to pay for the tuition fee is a pretty mature + responsible thing to do. but my desire pretty much will cover that up and i'll end up screwing it.

sigh.
guess i'll just get one stuff in my desire list??

Gshock?? or Motorola defy??

argh!!! its always hard to decide when you own some cash but ain't much.

relatives' questions

there are 3 things that my relatives always asked bout when they saw me.

1. education
i like to answer some of the related questions from certain relatives as the stuff they asked bout make sense and it was kinda a catch up from previous year. yet, others were just literally a waste of time since the questions were the same every year (kinda answered it differently every year but they didn't seem to notice or did they??).

2. my current relationship status
I'm flattered that they praised my outlook that much but i did mentioned i preferred to be single every year and they would gave me the same old lecture, again, every year. sigh.

3. my body shape
they always said that I'm skinner every year and kept asking me to eat more. yet i found myself getting the same or bigger size of pants to buy every year. so, i do think that i hardly gotten any thinner but they insist bout me being super thin. wonder why.

>I AIN'T SKINNY. I'M FIT!!!

do i hate my relatives?
i wouldn't say that i hate them. kinda more to dislike? pretty much towards certain relatives too. mostly my father's side.

Friday, February 4, 2011

android getting thumb?

android is getting a thumb implant!!

why??

watch the video below and you'll know. XD

Jeans

A favorite pair of jeans is ultimately the most important item in a closet, surpassing the fendi suit or the cashmere sweater from prada or lois vuitton!!! brands may come and go but jeans are forever, and they are very, very personal. they will adorn you but they won’t disguise you, and they will surely reveal secrets of your innermost soul!!!

yet, i still fail to really get a pair of jean that i really adore. guess its time to hunt for one??
XD

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

4 days alone

staying alone in the house i rented with my friends in cyberjaya wasn't so bad. i can't go naked and walk around the house or kill all the insect in the house. still, it is fun. since i do manage to do some stuff, like:

1. go super cleaning mode and clean everything in the house.
did that when i didn't know how to do the last assignment (cleaning is kinda a way for me to release my stress?) and i do doubt that the house will remain to be that clean once i return.

2. didn't take shower for 4 days.
basically, i still go on jogging and stuff. so, i am smelly. who cares anyway. its a kinda itchy experience and I'm surprise that less mosquito stung me. XD

3. chat with dude(my imaginary friend)
hahaha. basically, I'm chatting with me but i just call the other me as dude. so technically he is an imaginary friend?

4. roll instead of walking
not really pleasant when there ain't mattresses around + the space is kinda limited.

5. more fun in cooking
since I'm the only one around to complain bout the food. XD

6. sleep on my bed and look at the moon for hours.
the moon is kinda awesome after the rain. too bad i dun own a camera + even i do own a camera i doubt the picture i took will be as nice as the picture in my brain.

7. hibernate
Erica ain't there to nag. so, yay!!?? save some money?

8. meditate
Guthrie ain't there to laugh. so, yay!!?? some of my psychic power increased??

9. eat all i wan
kinda finished almost everything in the fridge. since Guthrie ain't there constantly reminding me bout the consequences.
+ not being able to do assignment is pretty much a stress that i need a lot of relievers and food is one of them.

10. etc.
no i didn't masturbate and no i didn't ask someone in to have sex everywhere.
but i did do something kinda bad.
XD

worries



this song sure swept away some of my negative vibes i had lately.
pretty much stress bout my studies and a little bout my future? XD
how all these came from??
well, i can't do the assignments well. i can't really score that well in my studies too. so pretty much doubting my interest. yet, i'm just a human, a mortal, a homo sepians. guess i am allow to doubt once in a while??

oh...
sure hope that the lecturers ain't so straight bout the assignments and give some pretty awesome marks??
being pretty typical lately. XD

Saturday, January 22, 2011

pets and human

manage to adopt a golden retriever, sammy as pet lately.
not really a pleasant thing to happen since she did kinda create lots of trouble especially towards my wallet.
yet, she did somehow helps to release some of my stress by just jumping around, stand, give me her hand, eat well and fetch a ball without returning it.

but there's some stuff that i dun really understand.

1. why can't pets bath as frequent as humans?
2. why islam has so much restriction?? (which honestly i found it to be pretty stupid)
3. why can't pets eat like us human??