how much does a life worth??
life is a miracle and how much it worth depend on the holder for that life whether he/she think he/she had gone through a worthy life. maybe life does seem unfair most of the times as different life holder has different speciality and with each granted speciality comes with a responsibility. so, i'm pretty cool with this "unfairness".
there's a lot of answers for person to value their life but the economic perception is the one i despise the most. why?? cause it simply bullshit. if it is true, it means that other species other than homo sapiens are worthless. it shows how effective the silent greed had poisoned us. money is just a symbol for us to value stuff. it is us who stupidly misguided our self and gave it an important role it has now.
oh, i'm pretty cool with other dumb opinion though as there wouldn't be anything more rubbish compare to the economic perception.
so, what will be a worthy life for me??
being able to experience different stuff and being able to share.
oh
and a mountain bike from my mom wouldn't be that bad either. XD
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
surprise party
not sure bout you but i seriously think that it is fucking hilarious. XD
and i actually found a guy imitatiing one of the character inside.
he did quite a good job in imitating the character there, yes??
he did look super bitchy but i gotta admit he does look good. XD
hmmm...
wonder how a surprise party is like? it isn't that special?? or it is super fun??
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
dizzy~
thanks to the invitation from a senior of mine, i manage to set sail and went to the deep blue ocean!!!
how was it??
dizzy. super dizzy.
at first,
I'm pretty much a worthless bastard who kept on blocking other people's way while vomiting stuff into the sea. the captain of the fishing boat said I'm feeding the fish. guess i help to attract more fish + feeding them in the same time??
the captain and the crew kinda give me some tips like put a ginger or garlic in my mouth, try not to look into the sea that much, try to balance myself with the boat and so on.
with my brilliant ability to adapt + the fishermen's tips, i manage to stop vomiting and eventually helped out a little.
practically, just helped them to cast the net, light up certain places, pull the net back, collect the fishes and so on. i have to say, all these works are pretty much harder compare to the stuff i did in the gym. i think my muscle did grew a little in that short period of time. haiyak!!!
when we head back, my senior taught me bout the fish which i fail to remember for long and the captain let me hold the wheel for a while.
i already feel like I'm a man who's born from the sea and for the sea. XD
p.s.
sorry!!! didn't manage to take any pictures even though the sunrise is fucking nice.
but i do manage to steal some from my senior's photo albums. not sure whether it is taken by him though. cause i don't think he is this talented in photographic?
oh yeah.
at jitra, there this restaurant call 5 utara restaurant which kinda serve pretty neat stuff. not really the fan of other dishes which my senior ordered but i certainly am for the steamed squid with lime juice. The gravy was awesomely strong + with the squid's freshness. omg. yet, that ain't the best part. The best part is what contain wihtin the squid stomach. eggs!! squid's eggs!!! a lot of them.
how was it??
dizzy. super dizzy.
at first,
I'm pretty much a worthless bastard who kept on blocking other people's way while vomiting stuff into the sea. the captain of the fishing boat said I'm feeding the fish. guess i help to attract more fish + feeding them in the same time??
the captain and the crew kinda give me some tips like put a ginger or garlic in my mouth, try not to look into the sea that much, try to balance myself with the boat and so on.
with my brilliant ability to adapt + the fishermen's tips, i manage to stop vomiting and eventually helped out a little.
practically, just helped them to cast the net, light up certain places, pull the net back, collect the fishes and so on. i have to say, all these works are pretty much harder compare to the stuff i did in the gym. i think my muscle did grew a little in that short period of time. haiyak!!!
when we head back, my senior taught me bout the fish which i fail to remember for long and the captain let me hold the wheel for a while.
i already feel like I'm a man who's born from the sea and for the sea. XD
p.s.
sorry!!! didn't manage to take any pictures even though the sunrise is fucking nice.
but i do manage to steal some from my senior's photo albums. not sure whether it is taken by him though. cause i don't think he is this talented in photographic?
oh yeah.
at jitra, there this restaurant call 5 utara restaurant which kinda serve pretty neat stuff. not really the fan of other dishes which my senior ordered but i certainly am for the steamed squid with lime juice. The gravy was awesomely strong + with the squid's freshness. omg. yet, that ain't the best part. The best part is what contain wihtin the squid stomach. eggs!! squid's eggs!!! a lot of them.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
sadness within happiness
i always think that I'm lucky.
I'm living in a world of fairy tail. nothing bad really happen to me.
the worst might be the day i found out that my dad is actually alive and he is broke when i was around...10 or 12? maybe he was around when i was a small little boy who always being bullied by his brothers but I'm too small to remember it?
still
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to harvest stuff like milky natural rubber.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to
set sail to the sea to catch fishes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to sew clothes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to do chores + get beaten up.
I'm living in a life which only require me to be myself, to do stuff that I'm interested in and most importantly to be able to explore the world with happiness.
yet, this music video kinda thought me something.
my happiness is actually someones sadness??
the world that I'm living in now doesn't even expose me much to the creepy + sad world that we, human, the homo sapiens created.
pretty much still wondering why the money system exist. why can't we just share anything that we can with other people without using the money system? what make us so greedy + selfish??
ain't everyone equal??
something cost more than we realise.
I'm living in a world of fairy tail. nothing bad really happen to me.
the worst might be the day i found out that my dad is actually alive and he is broke when i was around...10 or 12? maybe he was around when i was a small little boy who always being bullied by his brothers but I'm too small to remember it?
still
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to harvest stuff like milky natural rubber.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to
set sail to the sea to catch fishes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to sew clothes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to do chores + get beaten up.
I'm living in a life which only require me to be myself, to do stuff that I'm interested in and most importantly to be able to explore the world with happiness.
yet, this music video kinda thought me something.
my happiness is actually someones sadness??
the world that I'm living in now doesn't even expose me much to the creepy + sad world that we, human, the homo sapiens created.
pretty much still wondering why the money system exist. why can't we just share anything that we can with other people without using the money system? what make us so greedy + selfish??
ain't everyone equal??
something cost more than we realise.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
the days after exams
ah~ the fresh morning air after a good night sleep.
how long since i last breathed such pure and delicate air??
ah~ the bored noon with hunger after a nice fun jog around the park.
what makes me changed to become a desperate weakling and categorize jogging as a stress + an achievement??
ah~ the blue-ish afternoon after an eye tiring movie.
since when did i not able to tell which tv programme will be air next??
ah~ the tiring evening after house cleaning.
when did cleaning become a troublesome for me??
ah~ the blur + black-ish night after the ride back home.
when did i stop visiting the macdonald + hawker store near my home??
can't remember but at least i'm happy that i'm able to do so now??
eventhough the after effect of the exams will soon kick in.
how long since i last breathed such pure and delicate air??
ah~ the bored noon with hunger after a nice fun jog around the park.
what makes me changed to become a desperate weakling and categorize jogging as a stress + an achievement??
ah~ the blue-ish afternoon after an eye tiring movie.
since when did i not able to tell which tv programme will be air next??
ah~ the tiring evening after house cleaning.
when did cleaning become a troublesome for me??
ah~ the blur + black-ish night after the ride back home.
when did i stop visiting the macdonald + hawker store near my home??
can't remember but at least i'm happy that i'm able to do so now??
eventhough the after effect of the exams will soon kick in.
greed
according to this link ->
http://www.montrealgazette.com/technology/First+potentially+habitable+planet+found+outside+solar+system+NASA/3599532/story.html
A team of "planet hunters" has announced the discovery of the first planet with the potential to harbour life outside our solar system.
+ they going to try to find more??
hooray for NASA?? Yahoo for human kind??
hmmmmm...
not sure whether it'll be a good thing or a bad thing.
hopefully, it'll be something good??
we'll be able to share?? we wouldn't do something bad to them if the living being there are less superior?? they'll share too and wouldn't do cruel stuff to us if they are smarter??
not sure bout the alien side. yet, human history always show that human without power will try to gain it and once power is in hand greed pollute one mind + soul which lead to an unpleasant + cruel decision making.
that's the past + present (can be seen in our country), but how bout the future??
hmmmm...i wonder.
http://www.montrealgazette.com/technology/First+potentially+habitable+planet+found+outside+solar+system+NASA/3599532/story.html
A team of "planet hunters" has announced the discovery of the first planet with the potential to harbour life outside our solar system.
+ they going to try to find more??
hooray for NASA?? Yahoo for human kind??
hmmmmm...
not sure whether it'll be a good thing or a bad thing.
hopefully, it'll be something good??
we'll be able to share?? we wouldn't do something bad to them if the living being there are less superior?? they'll share too and wouldn't do cruel stuff to us if they are smarter??
not sure bout the alien side. yet, human history always show that human without power will try to gain it and once power is in hand greed pollute one mind + soul which lead to an unpleasant + cruel decision making.
that's the past + present (can be seen in our country), but how bout the future??
hmmmm...i wonder.
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