socialize

fuck socializing.
helps never come when you are in deep shit and you'll end up wiping or cleaning your own shit the hard way.
socializing is just an act for everyone to play around.

and i'm selfishly asking for something in return for giving out my time for it?

life is so much easier when i'm a kid as i'm always alone and wouldn't need to give shit bout the world.

chilling

hahaha. i think i did chill too much for the previous 2 months and blogging is somehow ain't that chill to do? since i didn't post anything at all for 2 months. well, i went wall climbing all this while and pretty much where all my time went.

i did do something else occasionally. for example,

i went batu cave to rock climb. still kinda related to climbing but it's outdoor! and way scarier! XD

i went for some flying fox thingy. frankly, wasn't that challenging but it was...kinda fun.

i went to kanching waterfall and it was awesome!! + we are playing at the waterfall when its raining!! more awesome!!! and the water is freaking cool!! even more awes

i went to selayang mall to play paint ball. it was awesome. just that irwin is a bit too fierce? basically pussy out cause of him in the last few games. XD

oh!!
and i did study for my exams.
+ i manage to chill + did stuff is cause i didn't took any core subject this semester.
= no assignment and much stuff to study.

yet, there are fyp and a lot of head-aching subjects for this coming sem. guess its time to pay for the joy i had last semester?

wonder do karma thingy apply to this kinda situation??

you had fun now but you'll have to pay for the enjoyment later with lots of and lots of suffering!!!
strongly hope the statement above ain't true!!

p.s. i kinda went with my climbing friends. pretty much neglected my non-climbing friends. XD

braggings~

i shall declare this month as the extreme month!!!
as i,

1st
finished a marathon in 5 hours with stomachache + slight fever!! WACHA!!

2nd
joined a lead climbing competition with a tired body + i only lead climb a few times only!! KA-POW!!

3rd,
manage to learn how to swim freestyle!! i can swim like a fish now!! might eventually stun the fishes when i swam pass them in the big blue ocean!!! AIKS!!

yet,
was pretty much disappointed at myself.

1st
i actually aim to finish the marathon in 4 hours. can't do that cause i need to head to toilet for almost every 2km. luckily, i manage to snatch tons of drinks from the drinks station. if not, i might end up lying inside the ambulance. XD

2nd
i can't complete the route!!! which i think i can do it at least till the last 2nd clip. FUCK you my ignorance!! and FUCK you my arrogance!! as i thought my body is strong and tough enough!! when reality hit you, it tend to hit you real hard until you get a headache and end up sleeping?or its just me?

oh yeah.
i got myself a motorola defy dy!!!
ah~ the happiness!!!
now, i can swim and sms or talk to the phone in the same time!!! XD

being alone

ah~
all alone at home doing nothing other than playing dragon age 2 and read a book ding recommend, sputnik sweetheart. occasionally, went out for a jog and wall climb a little.
not much socialization needed.

ah~
neat!!! the life i wanted.

hmmmm...
maybe i just ain't good in communicating with other people? maybe i had some psychological problem that i didn't know bout? or maybe my mom implanted a microchip in my brain to make me think that being alone is good just to get me out from serious trouble?

oh yeah.
had a dinner with my father side of the family on last Sunday. not really pleasant. to the max!! there's this bunch of cousins who i had no idea how to talk to. there's one or two cousins that I'm close with but they kinda came late. so there's this 20 minute awkward period where my aunt asked me to talk with the other cousins but i end up chatting with her instead. XD
wonder whether i can recognize them if we meet each other some where outside. what should i do then? say hi and bye just like what i did to my hi-bye friends?
communicating is such a hardcore stuff.
aiks!!
+ i think cause of that incident, my mom bought me a book that teach people how to communicate and forcefully ask me to read it.
argh!!! its super bored!!! + the book is more like promoting itself!!! teaching?? perhaps a few facts here and there but mostly is bout the successful story where the author manage to help certain people (mostly the famous + successful ones) to communicate better and grant them chances of the lifetime to be successful.

bad hair!!

argh!!!
had a seriously bad haircut!!!
thanks to my mom!!!

i told her that i don't wanna cut my hair and stuff but she insisted and bought me to this same old saloon that i had my previous bad haircut!!
i told her that i don't want to have my hair cut there and again she said she going to ask the other guy who eventually is a senior to cut my hair. so, i was like, what hell and gave that fucking saloon another shoot. to be more secure, i even pointed a picture from some random magazine and asked for that particular hair style!! it ain't something super complicated but just a regular short hair style.

that dude end up giving me a something super ugly haircut and its so ugly, i dun even wanna see my own face in the mirror with my hair!!! + he obviously didn't even listen to my request!!

wondering how that saloon maintain till now. they should just close the store down and just do something else. as they'll eventually increase their karma since less people getting a bad haircut!!!
sigh...all i can do now is never ever listen to my mom bout my hair and never ever go back to that saloon and wish my hair to grow fast!!

no more usual password!!

using Ubuntu 10.10 now. why? cause i used an easily predictable password to lock my laptop and my brother used my laptop for porn sites which is full with spyware and stuff!! + downloading window 7 takes a long time to finish.
since ubuntu 10.10 only take a few hours, here i am using it now.

it was kinda hard for me to adapt at first as certain thing like installation is kinda different. its no longer one click and you are in the installation. now you need to go to certain place to install it. + there ain't much software for linux compare to window. i think.
msn is kinda hard to connect too as i'm using the built in software, Empathy. quite an issue for me as msn messenger is the main im system i use! if i can't use it, i had to go through some trouble to change to another system.
torrent is another must. was trying super hard to make utorrent work!!! but there's a set of procedure i need to follow which is kinda troublesome!!

but slowly i find it kinda nice?
the installation is super easy. just that i'm used to window kinda way and i am still trying to adapt. + the installtion place had the software located to download and it'll run the installation for you (most of the time) if you agree for it to do so. pretty neat if i must say.
msn manage to connect somehow. at least now the connection manage to get connected? phew. luckily that it work!! + just found out that it can also connect to other im system like yahoo and google talk. oh yeah. empathy also manage to connect to facebook to.
a linux torrent software kinda save my day for this. it also a build in software when you installed ubuntu 10.10. frankly, i didn't know bout its existance in the 1st place and that was why i tried to make utorrent work. argh!! but i heard utorrent is still better if i manage to make it work.

so conclusion, linux ain't bad at all!! + its free!! even the softwares are free!!! (most of them)
guess i gotta thanks my bro as he gave me the chance to use linux?
hmmmm...

new shoe

bought me self a new shoe.

its pink!!

here's how it is like...