depression

yesterday, wasn't a good day for me.

1st
found out that my course work for Computer Networking ain't good.
score 25 out of 40 + what make the situation worse is the final consist 60 marks!!

2nd
since the final = 60, i didn't had much sleep as I'm studying 15 lecture topics for Computer Networking's final and i hardly know + remember what i had read!!!

3rd
after i took the test, i had this strong feeling that i might end up failing??
argh!! wishing pretty hard that i can at least pass it.
if i fail again, i had no idea how am i going to tell my mom.

4th
went back to my house and sleep.
yet, was awake by a bad dream. to make it brief, Guthrie give away a dog which we found on the street via lowyat forum. it wouldn't be all that bad if the dog wasn't a pure breed cavalier king charles spaniel which i love so much!!!
sigh.

5th
wasn't able to jog as well as i am before Raya break.
before Raya break, i can ran 8km in half an hour = 16km/h
now, i manage to ran 12km in an hour.

worrying whether i can complete the penang bridge full marathon which will be held on November.
sigh.

yet, this video shows that i ain't as miserable as i thought i am. XD
www.voshy.com/videos/view.php?id=yxccp4xq

p.s.
to those who ain't familiar bout cavalier king charles spaniel, below is a youtube link that will show you how amazingly adorable they are.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=rd5dR7YR2ig
Embedding disabled by them. argh~!