sucky but good movie?

is there a sucky but good movie out there?
you might ask how can a movie sucks but good in the same time. well, i really dunno how to explain this but you'll understand once you watch...

Scott Pilgrim vs the World!!!

its this speed racer/ king of fighter / dreamgirls combo!!!

its awesomely good in a wrong way. yet, its good!!!
i guess my sense of humor is a bit weird??

everyone out there should fucking seriosly watch it!!!

XD

p.s.
i watched it till late night!!!

appreciation

being selfless and carefree = a little bit of honor??

being selfish and super stingy = not much honor but get some awesome stuff once in a while.

hmmmm...
wonder thats what my mom wanted me to experience when she said i'll appreciate her food more once i move out after i gave some comments for her future improvement.

busted!! nearly

went jogging just now.
as i was running like a wind, i kinda found out that there're a gay + a straight couple making out.

the gay couple is in the bathroom while the straight ones kinda do it pretty publicly.
well, they ain't having sex but just some long kissing. guess I'm the reason they not doing it??

+ i kinda saw the lunar eclipse!!! its so orangy!!! which i still doubting whether it is a lunar eclipse. but it is so orange-gy!!!

yet, all that ain't the main thing.

after a long fast run, i kinda had this urge to swim. so, i broke into MMU swimming pool. after around half an hour swim, i jumped out from the water, put my clothes back on and prepared to skip out. while I'm preparing myself to jump out, the guard suddenly show out!! i skip across the wall and found there's another guard waiting for me there.
since I'm born with super reflexes, i ran once i land. the guard try to chase after me but he failed!! i guess I'm in luck again as MMU guard ain't fit, their tummy pretty much prove my statement. so, I'm actually doing some good debt as I'm training the guards to be slightly more fit since i kinda force them to run a little??

+ i gotta admit, it was seriously surprisingly fun to actually being chased but end up not being caught.
guess that's why the Americans like to do wild chase by car?

wondering whether i should go to class tomorrow. hmmmm...

TRON

watched tron on christmas eve right after i finished my internet computing midterm test (such sad life i'm living in hur??).

the storyline and the graphics are both okie. not awesome enought to make me jump around and declare it as the best movie of the year.
its about the son of a virtual world designer goes looking for his father and ends up inside the digital world that his father designed. He meets his father's creation turned bad and a unique ally who was born inside the digital domain of The Grid.

a lot of stuff in it kinda doesn't really make sense to me, like how they can have food inside?? how this newly mutated program come along?? you can't just label it as miracle cause you wanna save time to think out an explaination??

ding's sis and guthrie did explained some other issue which i dun buy it but ding just focus on how clu shake his butt when he walk which i find it annoying too. XD

+ according to ding's sis, the older version of tron is nicer in terms of storyline base on the time it was produced. haven't watch it yet but i'm downloading it.
ding's sis did mentioned that its storyline is awesome base on the time it came out which mean it isn't that good for us now??
argh!! can't wait to watch the older version but for some reason internet is slow!!!
TM probably celebrating busy celebrating Christmas and forget bout maintaining the internet speed??

Christmas

ah~
Christmas~
basically, if all of us work together, i think we all can get awesome stuff during Christmas. how? by providing services for free to almost everyone??
which is kinda hard and a bit complicated. yet, it is possible. yes?
wonder why we never thought bout doing that?
guess everyone is waiting?? waiting for a majority to show up?

oh yeah.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2010 Birthday!!

unlike previous year, i dun have 4 birthday cakes!!
unlike previous year, i didn't manage to go out and to eat some super awesome stuff for free.
unlike previous year, i dun have any extra cash to get myself some decent gift?

yet, i'm still pretty happy as its still my birthday today and i still the KING of the day!!! muahahaha.


manage to swap my samsung jet with some stranger's HTC Diamond.

hardware - the samsung jet is far more superior.
software - samsung jet is just a jackass who wanted to show off but fail.

did some
- flashing
- ROM changing(WinMo 6.1 to WinMo 6.5)
- GPS navigator installation
- Android operating system installation
- dual Operating System installation

it wasn't as hard as i thought it should be. all thanks the guideline in xdadevelopers forum.
the link -> http://forum.xda-developers.com/index.php
do check out that forum. its super awesome as it has so many customization guideline for lots of mobile phone.

by doing all these i'm actually giving myself a gift since i own an Android phone which is in my desire list.

hmmmm...
yay!! money saved! and i get an awesome gift for myself.
(trying super hard to think in that way. XD)

oh yeah. wonder whether my brother will give me an angpao like what he did last year. XD

semi-cyberpreneurship?

housemates took cyberpreneurship this sem and they kinda selling some pretty simple stuff which the process tend to become super complicated. i do think they prepare stuff quite late. yet, can't blame them as this is a very busy sem for them since they are taking 7 subject. thanks to MMU's stupid new policy.
luckily, i think it through bout extending. if not, i'll be like them, gain tons of stress??

i do kinda end up helping quite a lot? which kinda look like i'm taking cyberpreneurship too and that's some what stress too?
+ i gotta buy the stuff which i make(not fully but i do help to make a lot)??

wonder whether they'll treat me a meal?

XD

December 2010 Lunar Eclipse

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/December_2010_lunar_eclipse

there's a lunar eclipse coming soon which is kinda near to my birthday.

NASA reported on Tuesday that a total lunar eclipse will occur on 21 December 2010.It is reported that it will be visible after the midnight EST on 21 December 2010 in North and South America.It is also added in the report that when the sun will rise in North Europe the total eclipse will be visible.In Japan and northeastern Asia,the end of the total eclipse will be visible rising at the sunset.Just after the sunset this eclipse will also be visible in Philippines.

The last total lunar eclipse occurred on 20 February 2008.In the last three years it will be the 1st total lunar eclipse.

When does lunar eclipse occur?It occurs when the moon passes behind the earth.The earth blocks the rays of sun that are striking the moon.This occurs exactly when the sun,earth and moon are exactly in a line.

conclusion,

DECEMBER ROCKS!!!

XD

spongebob + patrick watch

nooka spongebob + patrick watch.
hmmm...
will i buy it??
for my niece...maybe. since it is a bit expensive.

for ding's birthday...possible gift candidate since i'm not the only one paying. XD

for myself, hell no!!

Marimo

just bought a marimo from lowyat forum.
kinda receive it 2 weeks ago but i'm just too lazy to take pic and blog bout it.
XD

Marimo , also known as Cladophora ball or Moss Balls, is a species of filamentous green algae (Chlorophyta) found in a number of lakes in the northern hemisphere.
A marimo is a rare growth form of the species where algae grow into large green balls with a velvety appearance. Colonies of such balls are only known to form in Japan (according to the buyer).
Marimo is an iconic item of the Lake Akan in Hokkaido, Japan. The mysterious plant known as Marimo Habitats in the deepest reach of the Lake Akan.
+ there's this legend bout Marimo can bring love, good luck and happiness to human being if one is willing to nourish this divine vegetation with love and patience, it will return one's love by making his/her wishes come true.

hmmm...a bit doubtful bout the legend but then its cute so giving it love isn't a problem. so, it seriously will be awesome if it does grant wishes. XD

for more information bout marimo, kindly goolge it up or visit this awesomely warm site -> http://english.marimo.com.hk/marimari.swf

here's some cute pic of my Marimo.








if you wish to get one,
click here -> http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=1578561&hl=
and get your marimo by pm the post master, brynison. definitely a guy you can trust.

Japan, A Strange Country

this why i dun like japan but love their manga.

unfair

a brand new just release motorola defy for free!!!
oh come on!!!
why Oprah never give gifts to the world but solely in America???

if...

went jogging late at night and was dreaming bout how cool it is if i manage to learn + master the long lost kungfu which helps to jump real high as if I'm flying + run real fast.
hmmm...
i know kungfu exist till now. yet, from the Chinese books, especially the comics i read, the kungfu back in those days are kinda insanely powerful. wonder those insanely powerful kungfu seriously existed. if they existed once, are they hidden or are they lost?? if they are hidden, why are they hidden?? if they are lost, why are they lost?? why can't we come out something like that nowadays?? cause we rely too much on technology??

killing

currently, reading this manga, trigun, and there's a huge question the author kept on asking.
is it wrong to kill the bad guys??

for me,
if they ain't doing anything profit-able to anyone but themselves, why not??

for the hero in the manga,
he say that's not the best solution.
it is kinda buddha-ish if you ask me.
+ it is kinda hard to do the way he did things.

i wonder what will a world be like without wrong decision.
boring? plain? dull??

genius or attention seeker

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/cat_vs_internet

click the link above and read the comic.
the cat is just too smart!!! or the cat just this super attention seeker??

XD

suicide condition list

the guy in the profile pic kinda suicide cause of a girl and now there's people actually creating a profile so that everyone will pray for him to become a happy angel.
hmmmm...
i'm pretty okie bout the idea to pray for him but creating a profile asking people to like it kinda somehow make suicide an OK thing to do??
i'm pretty ok bout commiting suicide but it kinda depends on situation and his situation is kinda...not in my to-suicide-condition list.
guess i dun understand the love suicidal case as i dun have much experience in relationship???

digi winablackberry

bored~!
what i did this week??
babysit my noisy little niece = was home practically doing nothing but fought with my niece. + its her fault not mine!!!

since i was so free, i end up doing some really stupid thing.
the digi winablackberry contest.
kinda play the quiz again and again to gain points. which somehow seems so pointless since they didn't state when is the closing date. + the competition is kinda tight too.
i was in the 5th place yesterday. now, I'm in the 29th place. by the time you read this, i might drop out from the hall of fame!!
wonder whether i should continue doing it even i am free.

if you are curious bout it, you can go to my facebook profile and get in via there
http://www.facebook.com/watablurguy
since it kinda fill up my facebook wall now.
or
click on the gif below

myth bout microwave

the older generations in my family always said that microwave is bad for health and stuff. they kinda even claim that microwave actually make your food become poisonous. yet, is it true??
i always wanted to check it out but didn't manage to.

microwaves work by using high-frequency radio waves (called microwaves) to make the molecules in your food move very fast, creating heat. what makes microwaves so effective is that the radio waves they emit have the ability to pass through paper, plastic and glass while being absorbed by food. as scary as that may sound, it doesn’t necessarily mean that your food is radioactive after you’ve heated it up.

there are two main types of radiation: ionizing and non-ionizing.
ionizing radiation is the kind of radiation you come into contact with when you have an X-Ray or the type that’s used in nuclear power plants + can be dangerous if you receive large doses of it because it has the ability to change your DNA and damage your body. it can cause cancer to occur in your cells, for example, and can result in birth defects if you’re pregnant.
microwaves produce non-ionizing radiation and non-ionizing radiation doesn’t have the power to change your DNA and is not as dangerous as ionizing radiation.
but if you suspect that your microwave cover ain't properly seal, please stop using it and dispose it.

the Real Microwave Danger is Superheating. what is superheating?? Superheating occurs when liquids are quickly heated to a temperature that’s higher than its normal boiling point. when this happen, the liquid is heated up so fast that it doesn't has the time to change to vapour. hence it is pretty unstable. if addition energy, for example, if you stir it, it'll erupt as the steam suddenly break free!!

there's another threat which microwave offer, killing the nutrients.
this is not particularly true.
in general, the nutritional value of microwaved food over conventionally cooked food has less to do with the cooking method itself and more to do with the type of food that is cooked. studies have shown that nutrients start to diminish in food that is over-cooked, whether in a microwave or on the stove + some research has shown that microwaving food for the correct period of time actually preserves the nutrients because of the short amount of time that it’s cooked.

so, is microwave bad?? did microwave make your food poisonous??
if you use the microwave correctly, its actually an awesome cooking equipment.
however, it does possesses a high degree of danger, that is if you avoid the advice given while using it.

Afghanistan's Next Top Model

i only watch american next top model once a while. its kinda an enjoyment to look the pictures the contestent took but the drama is just too weird for me. they kinda fight and yell out loud for nothing?? at least they expressing their feelings??
somehow i wonder whether expressing our own feeling that much is a good thing.

here's a fun youtube video related to it.
the Afghanistan's Next Top Model!!!
XD

dinner conversations bout cleaning

1st dinner conversation.
mom: did you guys clean after cooking??
me : yeap. i kinda insist to do so.
mom: so you are the one who did the cleaning??
me : nah. take turns. i think.
mom: oh you think.

2nd dinner conversation.
mom: did you guys clean the house everyday??
me : yeap. i kinda insist to do so.
mom: so you are the one who did the cleaning??
me : nope. we take turns. sometimes erica help up.
mom: oh, erica help up.

3rd dinner conversation.
mom: did you guys clean the blanket, bed shed towel and stuff??
me : yeah. i kinda insist to do so.
mom: how long once?
me : twice a week.
mom: luckily there's washing machine.

4th dinner conversation.
mom: did you guys clean the fridge?
me : yeah.
mom: how long once?
me : i only clean it once. which is kinda long ago.
mom: ah~

5th dinner conversation.
mom: conclusion, you and erica clean the most. how bout others?
me : they clean too.
mom: but why you never mention their name?
me : cause its troublesome to list everything out and i'm lazy.
mom: you are lying. i watched this new drama you intro, lie to me. there's this part he said that names recalling sequence is according to appreciation.
me : hur? is it?? i think i miss that episode?
mom: i think your housemates and you should sit down and talk bout this. creating a duty roster would be good. if you don't, sooner or later some issue going to occur. + you are living with girls. so...
me : hmmmm...but they dun have the same policy like us. i mean they don't clean everyday. you can't force them to do so right?
mom: hur? they didn't clean their own house everyday too??
me : hmmmm...yeap. + i think we are too clean??
mom: i see. guess i train you guys too well?
me : yeah. wonder why you didn't teach me how to cook.
mom: cause you'll be super noisy if you know how.
me : ...

happy accident?

cruise through the net, found out a band call bright eyes in facebook via guthrie. he is dedicating a song to his special someone. a super romantic one too. sadly i'm not that special someone. XD
kinda like the band's tone and so my journey in youtube begin!!!
i manage to dig out all video related to bright eyes and i particularly love this song -> at the bottom of everything.

here's the video


love the MV!!! + the song.
you can't find much song like this?? i mean it is super hard to make accident sound so happy.

chores...

since its my holidays and i'm pretty free, my mom kinda just left my niece behind and ran away. so i had to babysit her.
luckily she ain't that noisy today.
+ manage to capture some cute pic of hers.

she snatch the broom away and kinda slow down my cleaning process but at least she trying to learn??

school bus

this is the US version of riding school bus to school.
http://theoatmeal.com/blog/bus

the malaysia version??
mostly chatting and eating junk food.
there isn't much bullying. even there is, physical contact kinda never happen??

frankly, i didn't know much cause I'm this kid who sleep in the bus and the bullies kinda never really care bout me. probably, i dun have the potential to be bullied?? as sleeping in the bus actually helps to avoid yourself being bullied??

and i kinda make false accusation to a student in the bus.
he didn't do anything to me. maybe occasionally called me with names which ain't pleasant but it didn't bother me.
yet, i kinda told my mom I'm being bullied when she found out that i took public transport back and forth everyday. how she found out?? i didn't pay the bus driver + took his bus to schooll and he called my mom.
honestly, i personally think the transportation fee the driver charged was a bit expensive and taking public transport cost less. + i can take my lunch in MCD before i went home. if not, I'll have to do take away and deal with soggy french fries.

so what happen once my mom knew that her son had become a victim??
she called my school principle + a few of my teachers + a lawyer.
i have to point someone out and he just kinda fit in the hole. luckily, my mom didn't ask for serious action to be taken.
+ i don't think she can actually sue him by bringing this case to court.

kinda still feel bad for him and it kinda still haunted me everytime i saw a school bus.
guess this happen when you did a bad thing??
wonder what is he doing now.
probably become a super awesome dude with superb attitude + outstanding aura and calling people with sweet names??

oh yeah.
the bus driver probably is the best driver ever!!
he can actually keep the kids quite down + sell junk foods + drive in the same time!!!
wonder what will happen if he went to US and become a bus driver there. will he manage to do the same thing??
hmmmm...

Flame Wallet

kinda found this thingy in lowyat forum.
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1223024
it is kinda funny + weird + insecure??

there's actually an official website for this item.
http://www.flamewallet.com/

here's a youtube video instruction.


and there's even a youtube video showing you how to DIY it at home!!

not as good as the one in the market but its homemade...?
XD

bed fight

the bed at home is always the best??
yeah.
kinda feel it now cause it kinda making me feel sleepy just by looking at it.
eventhough its not super comfy, i wonder why the bed at home always manage to make me feel sleepy but the bed else where won't have that kinda effect??
cause i can sleep naked at home but not in other places?

p.s.
comfy wise,
i think ding's and guthrie's hometown bed is nicer.
XD

touch paw

wow!!!
they are even aiming dogs + cats now??

http://itunes.apple.com/us/app/touch-paw/id403294344

not sure how it works as i ain't rich enough to own an ipad.
+ i dun really own any pets too.

pets are expensive and like what my mom always told me,

"animals are suppose to run free not being locked up!!".

guess she hates zoo too??
hmmmm...i wonder.

waiting for bus

if only i can run as fast as that...
XD

selfish

everyone is selfish.
if you are angry at a person who did something selfish to you, you are being selfish too? cause you selfishly request something from that person you angry at which he/she doesn't even know??
hmmmm...
guess its a wrong wrong situation??
i wonder...
somehow being alone doesn't sound bad as there're less things to take into consideration.

but then the KFC in alamanda is kinda too selfish especially when it comes to
their cheesy wedges!!!



its totally different from what they advertise!!

ULTRA marathon

after finished the penang bridge marathon for like 5 hours (sorry that i brag bout it again), went through the runner schedule and found out that there' actually a marathon call ultramarathon.

its on 18th dec and here's the print screen from the runner schedule.



yet, have no idea how to take part in it.
so i went to lowyat forum to ask around and what i heard is " i think its canceled.".
sigh.

and the coming soon ultramarathon will be in singapore which kinda not an option as i still haven't manage to apply a passport. guess i need to do so. and soon?

XD

what happens after you ran a marathon?

what happens after you ran a marathon??
the video below said it all.



try to avoid the last incident though. XD

penang bridge marathon

haiyak!!!
manage to finish the penang bridge marathon within 5 hours!!!
yes!!!
here's some pictures to show off a little. XD

the medal!!!


the 42.195km finisher tee!!!


didn't manage to take a pic of me before, during and after the marathon as my camera man, guthrie was too lazy to take them. so, guess those two slightly poor quality pictures will do the trick?

whats come in my mind when i recall my 2010 penang bridge marathon memory??

- wet, really really wet. since it rain and i had to run under the rain. it was super cold + the shoe i'm wearing become super heavy after that. sigh. i might be able to reach the finish line faster if it wasn't raining??

- where's my fucking isotonic drink you stupid organizer!!!

- oi pacer!!! why can't you follow the pace you suppose to lead!!!

- why am i doing this?? why am i doing this?? cause i'm into S&M?? oh no~!

- fuck!!! there are banana skins everywhere!!!

- argh!! kids these days!! so annoying!!!
after i reached the finish line, my legs were so tired till i can't really walk in a proper way + i got this urge to pee. so, i kinda rush to the toilet with the energy i had left and end up in a long line cause those ignorrant teenages were bathing in the fucking toilet!!!

porridge

yay!!! manage to cook porridge all by myself. eventhough it taste a bit too 'soya sausey', i'll just give that blame to erica. XD
and my mom thought that i wouldn't manage to cook it. in your face mom!!! haiyak!!

sorry for the bad picture though. dun think its my brilliant phone fault. most likely cause of my hunger?? was too hungry to actually give some effort to take picture. i think.

if...and only if

my eyes were on the android phones lately as guthrie just own 1 and its super cool. not that i dun wanna own one before this. just not as desperate as i am now? cause i manage to touch it and experience how fun an android phone is!??

do somehow get a slightly good offer in lowyat forum.

motorola milestone - RM 850.

not bad hur?
but the thing is, 850 is still quite a big sum of money. not that i dun have it. just that something unexpected might happen?
for example, unexpected traveling adventure??

sigh.

yet, my current phone, the samsung jet, might get the chance to run android operating system and become an android phone as its spec is pretty good to begin with. i seriously think that samsung operating system screw the whole thing up.
it will be great if my phone can run android and i won't need to change my phone dy.

yay!!!

but i still like milestone's design + for my phone to be able to run android is kinda depending on this group of jetdroid developer.
for those who are interested in jetdroid, here's the link.
http://jetdroid.org/forum/index.php

barcode

just make a barcode.

try decode this. XD

Vakoou

vakoou is a product for men, those stuff that improve ones sex life.
found it via lowyat forum.
to be honest, it is kinda funny for me now.
wonder whether I'll face this kinda issue when I'm slightly older. hmmmm...

oh yeah. here's a video bout it.

which sound so funny and i do feel a bit guilty when i found it funny as it might be my problem too. yet, the way this video is taken is just hilarious. XD

oh yeah.
if any of you wish to purchase it. feel free to drop by the site below.
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1293414
btw, i do think it will be a neat undie too. just a bit pricey for me to actually buy one to try it on. XD

desire!

argh!!!
so many things to buy and yet the credit i had is so limited!!

1st
need to buy a running shoe still haven't found one. kinda pretty desperate to own one as penang marathon is coming soon. real soon. its next Sunday!!!
brooke is a neat running shoe brand but its around 500bucks!! freaking 500 bucks!!

2nd
motorola milestone.
hahaha. fall in love with it but it is kinda expensive. sigh. such realistic world i'm living.
no money no love in the world of gadgets?

3rd
timbuk2 Snoop Camera Messenger Ballistic Fabric!!!

such nice bag! too bad Malaysia doesn't has any timbuk2 outlet. can't touch it just to hold my desire?
here is the link bout it.
http://www.timbuk2.com/tb2/products/messenger/snoop-camera-messenger

4th
wallet.
my wallet is kinda dying.
still kinda didn't manage to find one nice + cheap ones.

5th
G-shock watch!! manage to satisfy my eye by looking at them when i walk around shopping malls.
sigh. still awaits a great G-shock watch to appear! so great that i gotta buy it straight away with the first look?

6th
mountain bike.
guess I'll have to wait till i went out to work? XD
but scoot mountain bike ain't helping by just getting nicer and nicer each month. sigh.

there's limit for what human can do because of money.
we had created things to limit our self.
such sad being we are.
sigh.

present hair = best?

one main thing bout hair style i learn through

guthrie is

the present hair style is the best.

XD

knowing

the good thing is, she know that she is bad in it. really bad. and training is needed?

Japan vs The White

hahaha.
love the video with a japanese being killed after he order whale meat (the 1st video?).

funny stuff

guthrie kinda found out that if you try to get direction from china to japan via google map, google map will still show you the way + with instruction and instruction 43 is the epic part.

and today in the lab, i manage to find something slightly funny bout google.
type "how to" and pay attention on the list that suppose to ease your search.
here are the stuff that you'll see in the list,

1st = how to make love
2nd = how to download youtube video
3rd = how to hack facebook
4th = how to hack facebook password
5th = how to lose weight

hmmmm...
i can understand bout making love, download youtube video and lose weight but why bother hacking facebook?? i wonder...

chinese tradition

typical Chinese had super duper complicated religion with tons of rules!!!
went back to my weird old hometown with my mom + my aunt + her husband to do some Chinese tradition thingy which i kinda still having hard time to understand as my hokkien ain't good enough to understand what my grandma trying to say and my mom + my aunt ain't good in explaining.

this is what i understand so far.
i had 2 sets of parents?
i own 2 surname now?
Yap Ng Tit Kian?
葉黃 特健??
why??
according to a fortune teller, by doing so i can gain more happiness?
why??
this is the part where i'm lost. no idea what my mom and aunt trying to say.

so, i kinda ignore it.
+ look at the bright side, i manage to get some stuff in the end though.

+ a nice ribbon on my wrist.
+ angpao from my aunt.

yay!!!??

p.s.
banting bat gut teh(chinese herbal pork) ain't good.
I'm okie with the taste but the pork is just too fat!!! the fat is around 1.5 inches and there's hardly an inch of meat there!! I'm too shy to snap a picture with my phone in front of my grandma. sorry bout that but you can try to imagine it yourself. it is pretty easy to imagine.
still wondering how can a pig become that fat??
guess those pigs didn't even manage to walk? and what they did were sleep, eat and waiting to be kill?
XD

woooo~spooky!!!

its Halloween!! yay!! trick or treat!!! but where to do so?
sigh.
its another bored celebration of Halloween as i stay home and do chores + assignment.
making mash potato is probably the most special thing i did today.
btw, its super nice!! so nice i almost jump down from 7th floor and do a full marathon!
since i didn't manage to do something crazy, I'll just whine bout stuff that people post on youtube which related to Halloween.

here's one.
two cute dog in star wars costume!

poor doggies.
i think they are too mad to give any reaction to the owner.

and here's a genius teaching you how to make a really spooky costume.

the 1st thing in my mind - I'm not retard you son of a bitch!
how bout you? whats in your mind after you watched it?
if you think it ain't so stupid and i'm just being a bitch, try search it in youtube and you'll find out that he got around ten videoposts teaching you how to make that same old lame costume.
wonder what makes him to do this? money? fame?

doorstopper.

there are a lot of doorstopper out there. + its getting cutter and cutter to attract buyer to get it with insanely unreasonable price.

so here's an idea.
get a pet and put it near the door.
walah!! ideal door stopper!! + its priceless!!! XD

here's an example.


the gerbils stopping the door being push by the mighty mighty wind + entertaining us by sleeping so cutely togather. XD

2011 Peugeot EX1

Peugeot EX1
the coolest car ever!!!(for now)

what makes it so cool??
the video below said it all!!!



ok...the video doesn't really give out much info but get to look at how cool the design is and how fast it goes without petrol. yes, you heard it. without the stupid dirty gasoline!!! which we, human kept on making it the most precious thing ever existed!!!
petrol meet electric and he is going to fucking burn up your future!!! muahahaha.

oh yeah. for more details please refer to this site which i think is a bit texty. XD
http://www.topspeed.com/cars/peugeot/2011-peugeot-ex1-ar96838.html

fuckup university

do all university give shit to their students??
mine do.
my university didn't just give shit to students + fuck students up in the ass but tend to think that it isn't fuckup enough for us, the poor old students, and wanted to rape every single thing from us.
our money, our youth and our precious precious unknown future.

whats wrong with MMU??
they wanted to change their name to something super lame.
they wanted to change the amount of semester we are having.
they wanted to change the fee we suppose to pay.
they wanted to change the amount of subject a student should take in a semester.
they wanted to change the amount of time we should be in class.

i just can't understand what is my university doing.
i can just ignore the name changing issue but asking us to pay a fix amount for all the semester to come + to increase the amount of subjects students should take + canceling short semester are just too much!!!

paying a fix amount of money for all future semester is pretty much like robbing us, the students.

increasing the amount of subject = assignments increased = no time for anything.
+ final will be super hard to handle as there's just too much to study.
do the university hope to fail their students that much??
where are we going to find the time to do our FYP??

canceling short semester = we'll be wasting our money to rent a house near the university as 3 months rental has to be pay even we ain't staying.
living back in the hostel will be the only choice??

sigh.
guess i'll just have to go with the flow??
short semester cancel = live in hostel or travel back and forth everyday from K.L. to cyberjaya. + i can go redang to work with guthrie and enjoy myself?
and i'll take a year extra to graduate??

Dictionary contains dirty words

parents demand dictionary that contains dirty words out from the school.
seriously what the fuck!!!
i'm not a parent yet but i do think knowing how to use dirty words are somewhat important. + it is kinda a stress reliever and kinda able to tighten up bonds between human. XD

for more details bout those stupid parents asking for dictionary with dirty words to be removed, click the link below.
http://current.com/news/92745215_dictionary-contains-dirty-words-socal-parents-remove-them-to-protect-the-children.htm

still trying to figure out whats the reason behind those twisted parents' action. + not like they didn't know bout those dirty words. so, why not let their kids to learn bout it too??

R.I.P. paul the octopus

paul the octopus had pass away.

farewell paul!!!
will hate you a little as you predict Argentina to lost!!! why!!!
luckily spanish is cool. not as cool as Argentina though.

tattoo vs clothes

hmmmm...
wonder which one is better.

feel like designing a tattoo by modifying the current tattoo i had on me.
it'll be one cool thingy ( i hope ) with me but it'll only be one.
+ it is pretty pricey and i ain't muscular.
my mom did told me that having a tattoo = having aids or HIV.
wonder who implanted this kinda stupid + wrong thought inside her. the aunties from the market?
XD

getting clothes are more...reasonable?
as i can get a couple of cool clothes from the stores with the money that i might invest on tattoo.
yet, clothes are less cooler compare to tattoo. + there's always a possibility that i'll meet someone with the same clothes i'm wearing at that particuliar time. it is a kinda a bit awkward situation for me. (yes!! uniform is a taboo for me. still amazed myself that i can live through my primary + secondary without killing anyone. XD)

argh...
can't seem to pick 1. guess i'll just ignore it for now?
XD

Plant vs Zombie

first week of a new sem = i can just skip around and do nothing.
ah~ such a joyful week.

it's so joyful that i eventually play plant vs zombie!!!
it is a fun game. play it before but wasn't really into it. yet, i kinda addicted to it recently. XD
i guess the blame is on the internet speed. cause

internet slow = i can't surf the net smoothly = i become slightly grumpy = i'll something else to do

why go through the grumpy state when i can just play something else (in this case plant vs zombie) happily? XD

manage to finish everything but haven't manage to buy all the stuff available and i only manage to survive 19 strike in survival mode.
hmmmm...how much is longest strike in survival mode recorded??
i wonder...

curse you TM!!! curse you!!! cause you provided such low internet speed i'm addicted to plant vs zombie!!! which isn't such a bad thing for now. XD
yet, how can they provide such low internet speed?? sigh...

temporary

yesterday was the first day of the new sem and again MMU just never failed to give us, the students some stupid troubles + these problems always come around. one of the problem i'm facing now - i can't seem to register the subjects i wanted. i thought i can do manual registration but it seems once certain classes are full = the lecturer will no longer allow any students to enter. it is just the first day after all. seriously hope that i can solve this problem within this week. wonder will MMU cooperate. hmmmm...

was pretty free as there ain't much classes for me to attend. so, manage to cook a pretty awesome dinner with guthrie's superb guidance + rachel's help.
technically, the highlight of the meal was the seaweed soup. others was pretty ok.
after a nice dinner, Erica and ee teen blend us watermelon juice. yam!!! XD

went jogging after that. yay!! wasn't able to do in K.L. as the air there ain't so refreshing. XD

not much class + nice food + decent exercise = joyful day.
yet, this kinda enjoyment wouldn't last long.
sigh...

but the long await penang bridge marathon is coming soon!!! around one more month to go. wouldn't be able to win the prize money. guess just being able to finish the run is good enough for me. + my mom going to sponsor me new shoe to attend that marathon!!! just hope that she wouldn't give me a check that can't be fund.

p.s.
i didn't know i can't use the metal scrub to scrub a non-stick pan!!! no more bad dreams!!! T.T

mother's demand

there's one thing my mom always ask from me - a neat haircut which only exist in her imagination. today she kinda almost get what she wanted.
technically, i just need to obey her by going to the instructed saloon.
well, i did went to the saloon she pointed so strongly in front of my face yesterday. it wasn't a pleasant + with her actually sitting there, the whole situation become worse. as my hair become super bad!!!

while the hair stylist happily holding her tools to start her merry hair cutting section with me, my mom just pop in and said, "cut it real short with the MACHINE!!!"
she did said it nicely yet its a bit forceful. its as if she asking her, the hair stylist to ignore whatever i ask for and just cut it short. that's what she did. she cut it real short. i ain't the short hair hater + i am one of its fan but the outcome is kinda not so pleasant for my eyes?
i guess she ain't that bad in cutting hair and my mom is the cause of it?
hmmm...i wonder.
yet, i will probably never know the answer as i, the mom disobeyer in the family, will never ever ever ever go to the saloon my mom try and force me to go. unless my pocket money is harm. pocket money is pretty much everything for me now!!! without the pocket money, how am i going to survive in this cruel world?? how am i going to raise up the courage deep within me to actually venture out this world full with darkness?? without the holy journey, i'll never find the almighty light that will eventually guide me to a better life.
in the future, if you see me in a bad hair cut, just say it out loud and give the blame to my mom.

i shall blame you mom!!! eventhough i should have just go to my comfy bed and sleep as there'll be class for me to attend later in the morning. XD
argh!!! why MMU never give us enough holidays!!! why can't MMU give us a stress free university study life?? guess thats why MMU is also called as money making university.
XD

Yogitree

yesterday,
went to midvalley with sandy to catch a movie - Alpha and Omega. did ask picky out since it had been a while since we last meet. yet, she's too busy giving her passion, soul and affection to chloe that unfortunately accompanying sandy and me is a super hard task!!
guess love always come first? friendship = blark?
wonder whether I'll act the same when I'm in a relationship.
hmmmm...i think I'll avoid to be in a relationship to avoid this problem? + being a single is pretty fun. XD

chat a lot before and after the movie with sandy.
the most important thing which i know through the talk is that she kinda had a potential stalker or an official stalker with cert(not so sure whether the guy is a stalker as I'm not the one experiencing it) who kinda after her for quite some time. still wondering how a stalker is like. don't really wish to get attention from any stalker cause they are kinda scary judging from what the media and friends told me. i just wanna know why they stalk.

and she going to do her fyp...bla bla bla bla bla... XD
and her industrial training...bla bla bla bla bla... XD

kinda just highlighted the stalker part, didn't i? but that's the part where i can't really say anything and is interesting (i think)??

oh yeah. went to YogiTree for food after the long walk we took to seek for our perfect shoe, bag, watch and pretty much everything.
it was a pretty cute restaurant but they just have to refurnish the restaurant and move most of the cute furniture away.
the food there are pretty ok though.

i ordered burger + fresh milk and sandy ordered spaghetti + peach tea.
here are some pictures.


ate some before i remember to take a picture.
the meat is juicy and nice but the whole burger is kinda overpower by the taste of the meat. oh, the fried potatoes are nice!!! very potato-ish. XD
but they didn't give much. + they did give me a wasabi kinda dipping which is brown in color. not sure what is it for but it sure hurts my nose a lot. XD



argh...
kinda regret that i didn't order the cakes. gotta push this blame on sandy. muahahaha!!!

october = confusing month?

October seems to be a confusing month this year. why?

well 1st of its the month of Halloween and its time to think bout what to wear when Halloween arrive. too bad Malaysian didn't really celebrate Halloween much. it would be nice if there were parties to go to + I'm actually rich enough to rent a costume to wear one on that day.
argh!!!this is the time i should probably start hating Hollywood in making Halloween so special. yet, i think i kinda blaming us Chinese cause we didn't make our month of ghost merrier?? why didn't the Chinese make our month of ghost more fancy and happy and joyful and with lots of candy???
WHY!!!!
ah. still remember the time when my friends and i went for All American Reject free concert as it is sponsor by digi. Love you digi but still hate you mascot!!! feel that something is missing when my friends and i fail to dress up for Halloween too.
wonder whether this year's October will be the time i actually experience Halloween??

trick or treat!!!

with all the depression of me wanting to celebrate Halloween, breast cancer awareness association just has to march in and use October as breast cancer awareness month. is it cause they are bored with Halloween??
kinda feel like asking them to FUCK off. not everyone celebrated Halloween before. just stay at home and watch porn if you are bored of Halloween. argh!!!
+ they are making the super lame color - Pink as the color of the month!!! scary + creepy color suppose to be the color of the month!!!

erin gibson from modern lady say it all.
i shall salute with honor erin!!!
why?? the video shows it.


p.s.
Pink is not a good color!!!
Pink does sing quite well though. XD

stuff i feel like doing now.

just like what the title said.

1st
take a dead animal, clean them up and make them pose they way i want so that i can take some wicked picture with guthrie's camera. just like what she did in the video. XD


2nd
find an underground passage here in malaysia like the one in paris and explore it. or just save up couple of thousand just to fly there and explore their underground passage? XD


3rd
help erica to download a fart app into her ipod touch. XD


4th
not sure if i'm hardworking enough to do this but i'll try to remember it when i'm bored? XD


5th
write an email and tell the people in the video below that gun is just a symbol. you wanna live a peaceful life without being bully?? try to work out and look strong helps too. more guns = more trouble most of the time.


+ why use pink?? it's such a lame color.

Going Merry

was pretty sad when i said my bye bye to going merry. this depression of mine still haven't been cure. it form a scar so deep within my heart i cry everytime i sleep as i will dream bout it every night. it become a block of data which is big and it so big that it fill up almost all my brain's memory capacity. it transform my heart into glass which broken easily by its sudden farwell.
ah~ the sadness. pretty much can't believe it is this hard to say bye bye.
oh~ going merry. you are a wonderful ship. you bring us travel the world of pirate by enduring all the pain you actually received in each adventure. you just swallow all those pain without letting us know until your body stop listening to you and start to crack.

i am pretty gloomy until i found something bout going merry in youtube.


GOING MERRY!!!
its going merry!!!
so you just retired from adventure.
feel like flying to Japan just to ride on you now.

eventhough i still miss you when i read the manga, feel much better now that you are still around.
XD


all this kinda make me wonder what will happen if one piece actually took place in real life??
hmmmm...

1. It would be revealed that Roger found Chuck Norris' One Piece and Chuck Norris temporarily let him borrow it + the title and then forget to get them back after Roger died. (influence by Ding. XD)

2. franky's nads would most likely fall off, due to our worlds laws now appplying to them. unless their worlds laws applied to us now

3. i would set out to sea and maybe start my own crew! who wanna join?! and we'll call ourself the random pirate of the sea?? XD

hair problem

my hair ain't really the problem here as my hair is pretty nice. they are kinda rough but a lot of them grew on my head which mean i wouldn't need to worry bout being a bored old bald man in the future. + they are incredibly black. yet, the decision of cutting it is the hard part.

1st,
have no idea whether i wanna leave it long or just cut it short.

2nd,
didn't know where to get my hair cut.
if i plan to go to a saloon, it'll cost a lot. + didn't know which saloon to go to.
if i plan to visit a barber, it wouldn't cost me much but I'll most likely shave my head bald which i think is cool + easy. yet, it is kinda bored.

hmmmm...what to do??
so, i end up seaching my answer via lowyat forum and i gotta say this is pretty much a famous problem in our country. well, there's a topic about it in lowyat forum which contains lots of posts. seriously a lot + its a big one too. there's saloon recommendations and reviews, hair stylist recommendations and reviews, which hair styles to cut and so on.
which kinda make me wonder whether our country is too peaceful.
i mean you can't think bout your hair if you are starving to death or living in the toxic land, like chernobyl.

guess i should be grateful that i'm actually worrying something which isn't that big of a problem.

dream job

seriously. it is that nice?? seriously??
if so, wonder why they didn't sell it in the market. cause it still contain certain danger as it'll explode??
hmmmm...i wonder

being able to travel around and experience stuff is pretty much my dream job.
wonder what kinda qualification you need to get this kinda job.

Pluto

ah...
another day staying at home. doing nothing but reading manga. finished the previous one, Monster and i read Pluto today.

what is it bout?
at first, its about a cop who happen to be a robot investigating a case of murder. when the story progress, the cop found some leads which involve something bout the war happened years ago and part of his memory which somehow being erased.

pretty lazy to write more bout the story + it is a pretty short manga with neat story line. you'll have to read it to know whats going on and get the ending yourself. it kinda had the astro boy kinda touch in the drawings. + it does kinda make you think that we human seriously are trouble maker.

oh yeah. there's a statement in it which seriously interest me.

human is a failure. a fail creation by God. which is why its a success.

can't really argue bout that.
imagine if we are perfect. how bored will that be? yet, strange people like serial killers might not exist?

this is the time i think we are like robots created by another superior being, Gods and now we are trying to be the superior being by creating our own creations with intelligence?
hmmm...i wonder.
oh below is the link which you can read it for free.
http://www.thespectrum.net/manga_scans/?preview=manga_Pluto

Monster

Monster.
been reading this manga recently to pass my time.
it isn't a super interesting manga with stunning story line. it just kinda insane in a way.

what is it bout?
Dr. Kenzō Tenma is a young Japanese doctor working at the Eisler Memorial Hospital in Düsseldorf during the 80s. A highly accomplished brain surgeon, he appears to have everything on his plate: a promotion in the offing; the favor of the director of the hospital Heinemann; and Heinemann's daughter Eva as his fiancée. However, Tenma grows increasingly dissatisfied with the political bias of the hospital for treating patients, and seizes his chance to change things after a strange massacre brings the twins Johan and Anna Liebert into his hospital. Johan has a gunshot wound to the head and Anna keeps muttering about killing, and Tenma decides to operate on Johan instead of the mayor of Düsseldorf who arrived afterwards. Johan is saved, but Mayor Roedecker dies. Tenma loses all his social standing and Eva as a consequence. However, Director Heinemann and the other doctors in Tenma's way are mysteriously murdered, and both children disappear from the hospital soon after. The police suspect Tenma, as he benefits greatly from this turn of events, but they have no evidence, and so can do no more than question him.

At this point, the story advances to nine years later. Tenma is now the Chief of Surgery at Eisler Memorial Hospital. However, he is about to come face to face with a sociopath - a sociopath that he helped save.

A known criminal named Adolf Junkers is found on the street, hit by a car. He comes under the care of Dr. Tenma, who observes him muttering about a "monster". Tenma extends kindness to Junkers, and thus Junkers begins to open up for Tenma. Then one evening when Dr. Tenma comes back with a clock as a gift for Junkers, he finds the guard in front of Junkers's room dead, and Junkers himself gone.

Following the trail to the construction site of a half finished building near the hospital, Tenma finds Junkers being held at gunpoint. The man, who has developed a sort of doctor-patient friendship with Dr. Tenma, warns him against coming closer, and pleads with him to run away. Tenma refuses, however, and the man holding the gun pointed at Junkers is revealed to be the boy whose life Tenma had saved nine years ago - Johan Liebert. Despite Dr. Tenma's attempt to reason with him, Johan shoots the criminal, tells Tenma that he could never kill the man who had saved his life, and then walks off into the night while Tenma is still too shocked to stop him.

After this incident, Tenma is again suspected by the police, particularly Inspector Runge, and he tries to find more information about this 'Johan'. He soon discovers that the boy's sister, now named Nina, happily living the life of an adopted daughter to two caring parents, and the only trace of her terrible past are few dreams she has had. Tenma discovers her on her birthday, and manages to prevent her from meeting her brother, but comes too late to prevent Johan from murdering her foster parents. As the story progresses, Tenma learns of the origins of this monster, from the former East Germany's attempt to use a secret orphanage called 511 Kinderheim (where Johan came from) in order to create the "perfect soldiers" through "psychological reprogramming", to the author of a children's book which was used in a eugenics experiment in Czech Republic. He also learns about the scope of the atrocities this "Monster" has committed, and he vows to fix the mistake he made when he saved Johan's life.

While Tenma is the main character of Monster, the story also focuses heavily on those surrounding his search for Johan, such as Inspector Runge (who is investigating Johan's various murders but pins them all on Tenma), Eva Heinemann (Tenma's former fiancé), Nina Fortner (aka Anna Liebert, Johan's twin sister), Dieter (An orphan Tenma saved), and a host of other characters, minor and major, whose lives have been shaped by the deeds of the monster named 'Johan'.

can't tell you the ending as thats always the best part of the stories.
if you are bored, try read it up yourself.
kinda like the insane picture story inside too. there's 3 of them in total. read the manga up.
oh yeah here is the link
http://www.thespectrum.net/manga_scans/?preview=manga_Monster

mom's wildest adventure

my mom told me she going to alor star, Kedah for vacation last week.
i was pretty amazed and told her the excitement she can have and some joyful stuff she can do. yet, the truth pretty much always cruelly destroy imagination every time and the failing rate for truth to do so is pretty slim.
so whats the truth behind my mom's adventurous holidays? she did went there for holidays but she ain't there to take a break and enjoy the stuff there. she spend some money + time there to get the whole family fortune told. hmmmm... guess that's another kinda fun i will never understand??

so, what did the fortune teller told her??
hmmm...
i didn't know much but pretty much manage to gather bit and pieces bout it.
according to Erica, i shouldn't tell if no one ask.
so i guess i can only give my opinion bout fortune telling?




and my opinion bout my fortune?? hmmm...hope its true?
and my opinion bout fortune telling?? hmmm...
my opinion bout the whole thing?? freaking confusing!!

conclusion,
just go with the flow and do my best.

wonder why my mom like fortune telling that much?
the comfort??

Where are the save the 'Striped Hyena’ T-shirts?

We all know about the plight of the giant panda and would love to do our bit to protect it from extinction. But who has ever heard of the Surinam toad or the white Wartyback mussel? The two species are well on their way to extinction – but because they’re not camera-friendly, no one really cares.

do you know that midge is in the endangered list?? a midge!! Those tiny flying bugs no one notices unless they are swatting at a cloud of them. The midge was joined by endangered lampreys, beetles and clams, and some of the aforementioned snakes. All are imperilled, and at least as important as the black bear, whose stories have peppered state news. Where are the lamprey plush toys? The "Save the Striped Hyena’ T-shirts?"

people don’t like spiders, snakes or vultures but shouldn't we put our personal hatred aside and help them out as we are pretty much the main reason they are endangered in the first place. It’s true that there are some really strange species, like the babirussa, with its two twisted tusks sticking out of its groin. It’s also true that I can’t watch a video of a female pipa pipa (Surinam toad) giving birth through her back without feeling a little queasy. + i seriously think that orang utan is freakishly ugly. yet, i still try to do something for them.

In comparison, pandas are cute, fuzzy, and defenceless. That’s why they’re showcased by wildlife preservation groups like WWF, because they look good on a mug or calendar and help promote the cause. but I’d like to add that they are not always as nice as they are made out to be – the story of Gu Gu the Panda in the Beijing zoo (who attacked three visitors who came a little too close) prove it.
+ panda kinda didn't balance up the ecosystem much.

below are some beautify ugly living being in picture.


took this pic from shitao via flickr. its a pretty Cinereous vulture, yes?? XD


its an Eastern snake-necked Turtle. it kinda look cuter in this pic.


its a Striped Hyena.

how much does a life worth?

how much does a life worth??

life is a miracle and how much it worth depend on the holder for that life whether he/she think he/she had gone through a worthy life. maybe life does seem unfair most of the times as different life holder has different speciality and with each granted speciality comes with a responsibility. so, i'm pretty cool with this "unfairness".

there's a lot of answers for person to value their life but the economic perception is the one i despise the most. why?? cause it simply bullshit. if it is true, it means that other species other than homo sapiens are worthless. it shows how effective the silent greed had poisoned us. money is just a symbol for us to value stuff. it is us who stupidly misguided our self and gave it an important role it has now.
oh, i'm pretty cool with other dumb opinion though as there wouldn't be anything more rubbish compare to the economic perception.

so, what will be a worthy life for me??
being able to experience different stuff and being able to share.

oh
and a mountain bike from my mom wouldn't be that bad either. XD

surprise party

not sure bout you but i seriously think that it is fucking hilarious. XD
and i actually found a guy imitatiing one of the character inside.



he did quite a good job in imitating the character there, yes??
he did look super bitchy but i gotta admit he does look good. XD

hmmm...
wonder how a surprise party is like? it isn't that special?? or it is super fun??

whopper day

argh!!!
i miss this!!!
whopper~

dizzy~

thanks to the invitation from a senior of mine, i manage to set sail and went to the deep blue ocean!!!

how was it??
dizzy. super dizzy.
at first,
I'm pretty much a worthless bastard who kept on blocking other people's way while vomiting stuff into the sea. the captain of the fishing boat said I'm feeding the fish. guess i help to attract more fish + feeding them in the same time??
the captain and the crew kinda give me some tips like put a ginger or garlic in my mouth, try not to look into the sea that much, try to balance myself with the boat and so on.
with my brilliant ability to adapt + the fishermen's tips, i manage to stop vomiting and eventually helped out a little.
practically, just helped them to cast the net, light up certain places, pull the net back, collect the fishes and so on. i have to say, all these works are pretty much harder compare to the stuff i did in the gym. i think my muscle did grew a little in that short period of time. haiyak!!!
when we head back, my senior taught me bout the fish which i fail to remember for long and the captain let me hold the wheel for a while.
i already feel like I'm a man who's born from the sea and for the sea. XD

p.s.
sorry!!! didn't manage to take any pictures even though the sunrise is fucking nice.
but i do manage to steal some from my senior's photo albums. not sure whether it is taken by him though. cause i don't think he is this talented in photographic?







oh yeah.
at jitra, there this restaurant call 5 utara restaurant which kinda serve pretty neat stuff. not really the fan of other dishes which my senior ordered but i certainly am for the steamed squid with lime juice. The gravy was awesomely strong + with the squid's freshness. omg. yet, that ain't the best part. The best part is what contain wihtin the squid stomach. eggs!! squid's eggs!!! a lot of them.

sadness within happiness

i always think that I'm lucky.
I'm living in a world of fairy tail. nothing bad really happen to me.
the worst might be the day i found out that my dad is actually alive and he is broke when i was around...10 or 12? maybe he was around when i was a small little boy who always being bullied by his brothers but I'm too small to remember it?
still
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to harvest stuff like milky natural rubber.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to
set sail to the sea to catch fishes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to sew clothes.
I'm living in a life which doesn't require me to wake up around 4 in the morning to do chores + get beaten up.
I'm living in a life which only require me to be myself, to do stuff that I'm interested in and most importantly to be able to explore the world with happiness.

yet, this music video kinda thought me something.


my happiness is actually someones sadness??
the world that I'm living in now doesn't even expose me much to the creepy + sad world that we, human, the homo sapiens created.
pretty much still wondering why the money system exist. why can't we just share anything that we can with other people without using the money system? what make us so greedy + selfish??

ain't everyone equal??

something cost more than we realise.

the days after exams

ah~ the fresh morning air after a good night sleep.
how long since i last breathed such pure and delicate air??

ah~ the bored noon with hunger after a nice fun jog around the park.
what makes me changed to become a desperate weakling and categorize jogging as a stress + an achievement??

ah~ the blue-ish afternoon after an eye tiring movie.
since when did i not able to tell which tv programme will be air next??

ah~ the tiring evening after house cleaning.
when did cleaning become a troublesome for me??

ah~ the blur + black-ish night after the ride back home.
when did i stop visiting the macdonald + hawker store near my home??

can't remember but at least i'm happy that i'm able to do so now??
eventhough the after effect of the exams will soon kick in.

greed

according to this link ->
http://www.montrealgazette.com/technology/First+potentially+habitable+planet+found+outside+solar+system+NASA/3599532/story.html
A team of "planet hunters" has announced the discovery of the first planet with the potential to harbour life outside our solar system.
+ they going to try to find more??
hooray for NASA?? Yahoo for human kind??

hmmmmm...
not sure whether it'll be a good thing or a bad thing.
hopefully, it'll be something good??
we'll be able to share?? we wouldn't do something bad to them if the living being there are less superior?? they'll share too and wouldn't do cruel stuff to us if they are smarter??

not sure bout the alien side. yet, human history always show that human without power will try to gain it and once power is in hand greed pollute one mind + soul which lead to an unpleasant + cruel decision making.

that's the past + present (can be seen in our country), but how bout the future??
hmmmm...i wonder.